Diary of a Patient Mistress Chapter 20

Diary of a Patient Mistress Chapter 20

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D-day, i was about to execute my plan, Stan would finally get to know the truth. I exhaled before making my grand entrance in the restaurant, i spotted Lerato first in the corner. But what was she doing there? I meant to see Stan first, to give him a heads up about my plan of busting his wife for her lying and manipulative ways. As i made my way to Lerato, i heard Stans voice call me gently.

Lerato's eyes grew wild with anger, she looked ready to kill a lion. I wanted to attend to Stan but Lerato had already signaled me to come to her. I pretended as if i didn't hear Stan, i sat down besides Lerato and held my breathe for Stan'. He came to our table, looking puzzled.

Stan: What are you ladies playing, since when are you friends?
Me: I'ts not what you think, we just bumped into each other
Lerato: Hi love, now do you believe me when i tell you that this trash is threatening me?

Stan was about to say something drastic, when i woke up , sweating my lungs out. I walked to the bathroom, and realized that this was my 3rd nightmare of Lerato. First i dreamed of her calling me, then 2nd offering me cash to kill Stan, now she was trapping me? I lay awake for the rest of the night, until morning came. The first thing i did was call my man and see how he was doing......

Me: Hey baby, how was your night?
Stan: It was cold, I kept thinking about you all night
Me: Ncooooh, that's so sweet ey
Stan: You are sweet baby, so what are you upto today? and how is the headache and dizinesss?
Me: Ohhh that? Ja, i'm okay now. I told you it was nothing to be worried about. Listen baby, i was thinking that maybe you and i could book somewhere tonight, to recapture our love?
Stanley: I thought you would never ask, I'll pick you up around 6?
Me: Six is perfect baby, But what are you going to tell your wife?
Stan: Leave that to me baby, Tonight is all about us
Me: Well see you later then
Stan: Bye sexy

Back to my scheming ways, I was keeping him away from home. Something about the dreams i had was eating me up inside, but i decided not to entertain it, after all, I was going to be with my man tonight. Everything was planned, so a date it was. he came to pick me up exactly 6, we cruized to our destination. We got there, ordered wine and food. Things were going lovely, you could tell it was two soulmates. Stan made me feel so special, in no way than any other ma had ever made me feel, the night grew interesting and it was love-filled. The night grew more passionate, and we held each other so tight that you would think someone was actually trying to break us apart.

I had a thought about Lerato, and it gave me a very wicked gesture. I was about to do something that i might actually regret for the rest of my life, but i had high hopes that it would make things easier for me. In the midst of the night, we were now about to sleep, so we decided to show each other love one more time. It was steamy and very emotional, Stan seemed a lot more taken into this than me, and i loved every bit of it. I asked him lie back, relax, and let me take care of the rest. I was in the heat of the moment, needed him deep inside, maybe a little more than that.

I offered to put the condom on him this time, and as i was about to, an evil thought came across me. I did not try to resist that temptation because part of me wanted it, so i carefully tore the condom with my nail, i put him inside of me. He said it tasted different, i said its because it was meant to be. We both came at the same time, and to 'OUR' suprise, the condom had torn. I acted suprised, as if i was panicking. He tried to console me, but i didn't want to hear it *all an act* By the time the sun came up, i was the happiest woman alive, i thought that if i actually had his child, it would draw us closer, but i was in for a nasty suprise........

Stan couldn't make babies, he was infertile!

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Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 19

Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 19

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D-day, i was about to execute my plan, Stan would finally get to know the truth. I exhaled before making my grand entrance in the restaurant, i spotted Lerato first in the corner. But what was she doing there? I meant to see Stan first, to give him a heads up about my plan of busting his wife for her lying and manipulative ways. As i made my way to Lerato, i heard Stans voice call me gently.

Lerato's eyes grew wild with anger, she looked ready to kill a lion. I wanted to attend to Stan but Lerato had already signaled me to come to her. I pretended as if i didn't hear Stan, i sat down besides Lerato and held my breathe for Stan'. He came to our table, looking puzzled.

Stan: What are you ladies playing, since when are you friends?
Me: I'ts not what you think, we just bumped into each other
Lerato: Hi love, now do you believe me when i tell you that this trash is threatening me?

Stan was about to say something drastic, when i woke up , sweating my lungs out. I walked to the bathroom, and realized that this was my 3rd nightmare of Lerato. First i dreamed of her calling me, then 2nd offering me cash to kill Stan, now she was trapping me? I lay awake for the rest of the night, until morning came. The first thing i did was call my man and see how he was doing......

Me: Hey baby, how was your night?
Stan: It was cold, I kept thinking about you all night
Me: Ncooooh, that's so sweet ey
Stan: You are sweet baby, so what are you upto today? and how is the headache and dizinesss?
Me: Ohhh that? Ja, i'm okay now. I told you it was nothing to be worried about. Listen baby, i was thinking that maybe you and i could book somewhere tonight, to recapture our love?
Stanley: I thought you would never ask, I'll pick you up around 6?
Me: Six is perfect baby, But what are you going to tell your wife?
Stan: Leave that to me baby, Tonight is all about us
Me: Well see you later then
Stan: Bye sexy

Back to my scheming ways, I was keeping him away from home. Something about the dreams i had was eating me up inside, but i decided not to entertain it, after all, I was going to be with my man tonight. Everything was planned, so a date it was. he came to pick me up exactly 6, we cruized to our destination. We got there, ordered wine and food. Things were going lovely, you could tell it was two soulmates. Stan made me feel so special, in no way than any other ma had ever made me feel, the night grew interesting and it was love-filled. The night grew more passionate, and we held each other so tight that you would think someone was actually trying to break us apart.

I had a thought about Lerato, and it gave me a very wicked gesture. I was about to do something that i might actually regret for the rest of my life, but i had high hopes that it would make things easier for me. In the midst of the night, we were now about to sleep, so we decided to show each other love one more time. It was steamy and very emotional, Stan seemed a lot more taken into this than me, and i loved every bit of it. I asked him lie back, relax, and let me take care of the rest. I was in the heat of the moment, needed him deep inside, maybe a little more than that.

I offered to put the condom on him this time, and as i was about to, an evil thought came across me. I did not try to resist that temptation because part of me wanted it, so i carefully tore the condom with my nail, i put him inside of me. He said it tasted different, i said its because it was meant to be. We both came at the same time, and to 'OUR' suprise, the condom had torn. I acted suprised, as if i was panicking. He tried to console me, but i didn't want to hear it *all an act* By the time the sun came up, i was the happiest woman alive, i thought that if i actually had his child, it would draw us closer, but i was in for a nasty suprise........

Stan couldn't make babies, he was infertile!

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Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 18

Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 18

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I sat there, staring at this crazy woman with hatred in my eyes. I chocked before i could utter a single word, was she for real? I grasped some air and finally said something.....

Me: What did you say?
Lerato: I'll repeat slowly: Stan and i have been married for over 5 years in community of property, he has life insurance, so you and i could be rich if we knocked him out!
Me: You are one crazy woman, you know that?
Lerato: Not crazy, just ambitious
Me: What makes you think i'll wana help you get your hands dirty?
Lerato: For starters i know you need the money, he has played us both and this is a perfect way of getting back him. We are women, we can't be treated like this
Me: Lerato you are sick, i don't think i can listen to anything more you can say. i've just lost my appetite
Lerato: I know you are shocked, but atleast think about it?
Me: What is there to think about Lerato? Why on earth would you wana kill your own husband, i thought you loved him?
Lerato: Love alone won't give me the life i deserve, i didn't marry him because i loved him! I just knew he was gonna make it in life, and that was my stepping stone.
Me: I'm getting out of here, Don't ever call me again 
Lerato: Ok fair enough! But all i ask is for you to think about it....

I got up, grabbed my bag and walked out of the restaurant. I was pissed, she just made me sick. All i wanted to do now was get home and curl up in my bed, to think i wasted my time on suck insanity? Home seemed far off, the taxi i was in was just 5 seconds from dying. I got home, kissed my baby and went straight to bed bed. I couldn't sleep, thinking about what to do next. Well i knew for 1 that i wasn't going to entertain that crazy woman, so the best thing to do was to call Stan and let him know that his life was in danger.

Just as i was about to call him, he called me....

Stan: How could you?
Lebo: How could i what? Am i missing something here?
Stan: Lebo do not play dumb with me, I know you called Lerato to meet you in town and threatened her

My brows shot up, i didn't know what to say. This woman was playing mind games on us, Just when i thought i had this game, she was a step ahead of me.

Intervention.........

Me: Baby what are you on about?
Stan:You tell me why you are acting so selfishly? We agreed that we'd take things slowly until i find a loophole, and you now you are just making things more difficult
Me: I really don't know what you are talking about, I didn't....
Stan: So you are telling me that you did't meet up with Lerato for lunch today?
Me: I did, but she called me, not the other way round
Stan: You both are telling me stories, who should i believe? Are you now suddenly best friends?
Me: Baby listen to me, I'm getting sick and tired of Your marriage drama. I wish i had left the moment i found out that you had a wife. Lerato called me, i agreed to meet with her, an then she made me an offer t-t--t-t--to leave you alone

What was that? I had just shielded Lerato from Stan finding out what she was plotting against him. If i told Stan the truth, he would probably think i'm making up stories, what was i to do? Maybe if i kept things quiet for a while, things will get to normal. Lerato was a master in her own special way, i don't think she ment what she said, she just wanted to see my reaction and response to her crazy story. She actually thinks i'm with Stan for his wealth? SHE CROSSED THE THE WRONG ROAD.....

I called her.....

Me: Hi, can we meet tomorrow?
Lerato: Concerning my offer i hope?
Me: Ofcourse, why else would i be calling mara
Lerato: Ok, same time , same place?
Me: Cool, see u then

I made another call....

Me: Hi baby, how does your disary look tomorrow?
Stanley: Well, im not sure. Will have to check with my p.a
Me: Please get back to me asap?
Stan: Is everything alright?
Me: Yes, i just wanna see you
Stan: Ok, i'll be free after 12
Me: Great, can we meet at McDonalds in town, say around 12:45?
Stan: ok, But why do i have a bad feeling about this?
Me: Nothing bad in wanting to see my man
Stan: Okay cool then, guess i'll see you tomoroe
Me: Thanx baby

All was set and done, what i needed to do now was come up with a way of proving to Stan what a villian he was married to. I couldn't wait for the next day, she was gonna wish she hadn't played me for the fool! I had my plan and it was just perfect. Lerato was about to get the shock of her life, because the closer she thought she was, the less she would see me coming on to her..................

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Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 17

Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 17

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When you are involved with a married man, you take all precautions when dealing with the wife. I had saved Lerato's numbers when Stan and i spent the night at the motel, while he was in the bathroom. I had my reasons for doing that, reasons such as these. I bet she also most probably did the same to get my numbers from Stans's phone. We women have this 'checking our mans phone syndrome'.

I wasn't at all shocked, i knew this would eventually happen sooner or later. I had readied myself ages ago, i knew exactly how i was going to deal with this situation. So i calmly picked up.....

Me: Hello
Lerato: Yes wena, i want to tell you....
Me: * i cut her speech* Firstly, you will greet me like a sane person when calling my phone and lastly, lose the bitchy attitude towards me
Lerato: Don't tell me how to speak to you, you are nothing but a piece of rubbish. Destroying happy marriages, Just how well do you sleep at night mara?
Me: What exactly do you want Lerato? Isn't your man at home, in bed?
Lerato: That's not the reason why i'm calling, i need you to leave my husband the hell alone or you will be very sorry
Me: And that's supposed to scare me off right?
Lerato: You have a stinking attitude, i wonder how my husband fell for you
Me: Go ask him, I'm really not in the mood for arguments. Now, i want you to hang up and never call my phone again
Lerato: Not untill you have heard what i have to say to you
Me: Ok, you have exactly 5minutes ...
Lerato: Leave my husband the hell alone, go find someone that will belong to you. You are acting like a tramp, don't you think deserve better than that?
Me: Now you really starting to rub me up the wrong way, let me give you a word of advice. Go to bed, lay with your husband and try to sort this shit out. Do not tell me you have forgotten that you are the main cause of his actions, so if i were you, i would nurse my marriage like a baby
Lerato: So now you are an expert on marriage? Wow, you really do amaze me you know that. Fair enough, I'll leave you for now. Watch your move, I'm watching you
Me: So you are gona threaten me now? If i were you, I'd be threatened by me
Lerato: Just watch out........

She hung up on me! I sounded calm and brave when i spoke to her but truth is, she really scared me. Imagine having to lose my lose, if it came to that, over a man who wasn't exactly mine? I got in bed, but this was bugging me. I lay awake thinking about the worst that could happen to me, i mean i'm not the first woman to be involved with a married man, and most probably not the last so what have i got to lose? If Lerato wants to play dirty, then it's muddy she will get. I was still thinking it over when i fell asleep, i was woken up by a very early call from the man him self......

Stan: Hi sweets, How are you?
Me: I would be fine if you put a leash on your wife
Stan: What are you on about?
Me: She called last night, threatening me. Can you believe it? This is way more than i had bargained for Stan, get her off my back or i might have to do it myself, and believe me, it won't be pretty
Stan: You mean Lerato actually called you? What did she say?
Me:I will summarize it for you, in short words, and i quote from her own mouth: 'WATCH YOUR MOVE, I'M WATCHING YOU. JUST WATCH OUT'
Stan: But i don't understand how she could have, she doesn't even have your numbers baby
Me: Are you assuming gore i'm making this up?
Stan: I'm not Assuming anything, i'm just surprised nje..
Me: I bet she has a side to her that you have never seen before, well you are about to discover the real Lerato. I don't need this drama right now, so get her off my back or ... 
Stan: Or what Lebo?
Me: Nevermind, but just do as i say
Stan: I'll sort this out baby, i promise you
Me: okay thanks, so how is your day looking today? Think you can squeeze me in somewhere?
Stan: Eish, today is going to be hectic baby. Can't promise anything right now
Me: Well let me know if there is any change to your scheduling
Stan: I'm sorry about Lerato, it will not happen again. Take care neh
Me: I hope so, speak later....

As i was eating my breakfast, Lerato called me again, asking if we could meet in town to solve this in an elderly manner. At first i wasn't too sure, but then again, if i didn't go, she would think i'm scared of her so i agreed to meet at 1pm, at McDonalds. I had doubts in my mind, what if i went and never come back alive? Or maybe i should just hear what she says and try to cool things off with Stan. No woman would go through all this trouble if she didn't love her man, now i seemed like the devil coming between Adm and Eve. I finally made up my mind, i was going. If she acts out, i was going to make life very difficult for her. If she is cool, i might just reconsider my affair with Stan.

The morning went by very quickly, I left the house at about 12 noon, made in it town exactly 15 minutes before our meeting. I went inside the restaurant, talking to myself, asking how i'm going handle this. I was busy preparing my words to her when i heard: 'LEBO, OVER HERE'. I trembled in fear, my heart pounded so hard that one could actually see the beats from the top i was wearing. I felt sweat on my forehead, that was how much Lerato intimidated me.

I walked to the table she was sitting at, took a seat and looked at her with very observant eyes, watching her every move like an eagle eyeing its prey. I did not greet her, she just smiled and offered if she could order something for us. I thought why not, that wasn't her money anyway. We ordered our meals and drinks, still no words from neither of us. I felt so uncomfortable, i wasn't sure if i could do this.

I was about to take a bite from my fries when she said, Now you listen to me, and listen very carefully. I paused and looked her. She was red from anger, her anger pierced through my heart. I looked at her right in the eyes, she leaned closer and whispered something in my ear, i almost fainted............................

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Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 16

Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 16

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We got home, sat in the car a while, with me still 'feeling' dizzy. Stan wanted to go home soon after dropping me off, so i begged him to be with me until i was 'fully recovered'. He agreed to this without a doubt, and i was the happiest woman. We spoke about a lot things, about our future most importantly, It was kind of awkward at first but we needed to have that kind of conversation since we so badly wanted to continue the affair. I was being frank to him about my feelings, and he in return also spoke of his own, genuinely!

Me: So baby, i know that it's pretty still premature to ask you about this, but there's no better time. What do you think the future holds for us?
Stan: Honestly baby i don't know, I mean i love you and would hate to loose you now, or ever for that matter. 
Me: So what exactly are you saying?
Stan: What i'm saying is we gotta stand strong and make the future possible for us
Me: Ok. I don't mean to be forward or insensitive but do you think my being your mistress is a good thing? I mean we love each other ofcourse, and on the other side there's Lerato, whom you still adore. I sometimes wonder how you see me or what you think of me being your side chick.
Stan: Baby i don't see you as a mistress nor side chick. Yes Lerato is my wife legally but i love you more and....

His phone rang, he put it on speaker......

Lerato: Stan where are you, i thought you would be home by now.
Stan: Lerato you know i'm very busy! I will be home as soon as i'm done with my meeting
Lerato: What meeting this late?
Stan: Are you keeping tabs on me now? I have to do what i need to do to be able to pay the bills. You know bills do not pay themselves
Lerato: But Stan u know i just got released from hospital today and i need you here
Stan: I will be there, just don't wait up for me. Now get some rest, while i finish here.

He hung up on her....

Me: So i'm a business meeting now?
Stan: Lebo i told you that we are taking this 1 step at a time akere?
Me: No hard feelings, just a simple question nje
Stan: Can we please talk about something else?
Me: Ok, suits me just fine
Stan: Thank you!

I noticed the sudden change in his tone, he was angry, cold and irritated, so i became worried. What if he was having second thoughts about us? Or maybe he saw through my manipulative ways? H e was somewhat distant, i couldn't reach out to him the way i had hoped.

Me: I think i'm fine now, i can go inside
Stan: Are you sure baby?
Me: Very sure, besides, i see that you are pre-occupied. You are not exactly good company right now so i think it's best we call it a day, huh?
Stan: I'm sorry if i seem occupied, i just have a lot going through my mind
Me: Mind if i ask?
Stan: I'm wondering how i'm going to end things with Lerato. I mean i can't pretend that everything is fine when it isn't

Did i hear correctly, did he just say end? Now i was worried...

Me: What do you mean end things?
Stan: Baby i can't keep seeing you like this, you deserve way better.
Me: I know, but i completely understand. No need to rush

*ME SOUNDING LIKE THE EVER CARING GIRLFRIEND*

Me: I don't want you making any rash decisions, lets take our time and groom what we have. I want you to be sure that its really me you wana be with, not because things are 'sleg' between yourself and Lerato
Stan: You see 1 of the reasons i'm mad about you? You are considerate and not at all selfish. You have the qualities i need right now, how can i ever desert you
Me: Ok baby, i hear you. Just be sure before you make any life changing decisions

By now i was really worried, i know i should be rejoicing but this is not how my late mom raised me. I knew better than that, yet, i couldn't help myself. I thought to myself: what if i was Lerato, how would i feel if some1 else did that to me? I couldn't carry on like this , i deserved better.....

Stan: What are thinking about sweets?
Me: uhm nothing important, just how much i love you
Stan: You are so sweet, i love you too nana
Me: Well i've got to get inside now baby
Stan: Ok, just remember what i said neh? I meant every word
Me: I know you did love

We cuddled for a few more minutes before he drove off. I stood in the street, waiting for his car to disappear. I walked slowly inside the house, went to my room, lay on the bed and thought deeply...

I love Stan and he loves me too, Then there was Lerato, who was obviously mad about her husband. The two of them made a promise to love each other through thick and thin, who was i to come and break that bond? I felt guilty about everything, so i took my phone to text Stan our 'official breakup'. I was about to press send when a call came through... It was Lerato......

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Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 15

Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 15

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INSERT 15

My 1st card was now on the table, i had drawn Stan in to me but that was not enough. I had to do more to secure my place. I sat all day thinking about my next move and i had bright ideas that could work out in my favour, just needed a bit of strategising. I didn't whether i was doing this to prove a point, or simply because i loved Stan. No doubt that i loved him, but was he really fighting for? The say the the heart will never lead you astray and i was doing exactly that, following it.

Stan called me very early in the morning, as always....

Stan: Hey girl
Me: Hi
Stan: How was your night?
Me: Well, i'v seen better days
Stan: You do'nt sound too good, what's the matter
Me: Baby it's nothing really, i might be coming coming down with flu
Stan: Ok, but you still sound different hey
Me: Ok ama be honest with you. I know e have gone through this abut a zillion times but i just have this feeling that you might be feeling sorry for me. I did not sleep a blink, thinking about my options.
Stan: Wait, i'm gonna have to stop you right there. I sense a 'call-off' coming down. I thought you were fine with the arrangement for now?
Me: I am baby, but for how long? I understand that she is your wife but you also need to understand that i'm ur woman, and therefore i refuse to be treated less equally
Stan: I know baby and i will not make you feel that way
Me: ok, as long as we on the same page, so tell me, how are you....

He quickly jumped in.....

Stan: Baby i have to take this call urgently, just don't hang up ok?
Me: Ok

I put my phone on speaker while it sat on the kitchen counter, I wondered who it might be. I was obviously getting jealous, i mean i knew this man had an important and demanding job, yet i still feel insecure each time his rings. I decided to pull my act together and be the 'ever supportive' woman i signed up to be.

Back to our conversation on the phone.......

Stan: Listen baby, Lerato has been discarged so i have to go pick her up

What? I thought to myself! The devil in me replied..

Me: Where are you now? 
Stan: I'm at work
Me: So can't you send a driver or friend to go pick her up? I remember you told me you have a very important meeting that can boost your company, so are you gonna cancel that for a pick up? I care about your interests you know
Stan: You know what? You are a star, i had completely forgotten about that. Think i should hire you as my PA. 
Me: Argghhh, it's no problem
Stan: I'll ask my secretary to reschedule the meeting

Why was he being so difficult?

Me: First impressions last baby, you will never make it to the top while procastinating things. Organise someone to pick her up and go do what you do best
Stan: You are right, besides Lerato is fine. I'm sure she won't mind. You are a piece of work you know that?
Me: I aim to please sweets.
Stan: I have exactly 30minutes before the meeting, let me go through this paper work and we shall talk later?
Me: You do that baby, and goodluck hey
Stan: I've got all the luck i need baby, you are my luck. Cheers then
Me: Ciaou

Hahahahahaha, he fell for the ' first impressions' story. There was no way i could have let him go and bond with her, the more time they had together, the more chances of them working things out. Yes his job was important but i didn't do this for him, i did it for my benefit. I will slowly and carefully draw him to me, Lerato won't know what hit her in the face....

I decided to go job-hunting for a change, i know men are highly aroused by independent women. So i took a bath, got my cv's ready and took the next taxi to town. I dropped off about 5 of them to a few companies, with hope that they will call me back. When i was done, i went to grab something to eat, just to regain my energy levels. As i was sitting there, he called......

Stan: Hey
Me: Hi, how did your meeting go?
Stan: It was great, they want to come on board!
Me: Wow really? That's great news baby, we need to celebrate, what do you think?
Stan: Definitely, but just not today. You know Lerato is back home so i just wanna make sure she's ok

Think quick Lebo

I became silent, and breathing heavily....

Me: Staaaan.......
Stan: Yes, i'm still here baby. Why are you panting so much, are you ok?
Me: I'll be fine, i'm feeling a bit dizzy
Stan: Lebo where are you?

I could hear the tension and concern in his tone

Me: I'm at a restaurant in town
Stan: Shall i call a cab for you?
Me: Nah baby, i-i-i-i'll be fine. Go home and take care of Lerato
Stan: Give me the name of the place, i'll be there now
Me: Really Stan, i will be ok. I'm sure it will blow over
Stan: Lebo don't start, give me the name

I gave the phone to one of the employees there, who directed him. Still acting up, i thanked the waitress, and put the phone on my ear

Stan: Baby do not move an inch, give me 20 minutes, i'll be there now
Me: O-K...

He hung up! He arrived there faster than a lighting bolt. He came in the cafe, carried my bag, whilst i leaned on his shoulder. He could see i was in pain, but that was all just acting. He was here, and that's where i wanted him to be....

Card #2: Stan came to my 'rescue', while Lerato was home, in need of his TLC!

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Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 14

Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 14

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INSERT 14

After deep thoughts, i realized that relationships are like the corporate ladder, you need to work your way up, and work even harder to stay up. I had been a mistress for a while and now i wanted them to be more than fine. I wanted them to 'blossom in my favour. He said he loved me and he needed to do everything his power to prove his love to me. Yes his 'dearly beloved' wife was going under some what i could say 'denial' and she needed him, but i needed him too. He took half me and made it his when we made love, i was now a part of him and he was going to have to accept that fate!

I decided to call him a few hours later to check how 'WIFEY' was doing, not that it bothered me in any way, but just to draw him closer to him. I learned that the more supportive and caring you are to a man, the more he'll need you more....

Me: Hey baby, how are you doing?
Stan: Hi sweets, not so good
Me: Why, what's wrong?
Stan: This whole thing has just blown out of proportion and i'v got to make some hard decisions and one of you is gonna get hurt

I quickly picked up that he's feeling sorry for her and was most probably feeling guilty for her suicidal attempt. She was now playing the her cards, and she's definitely not bluffing. I had to come up with my own strategy soon because i could feel him ending our affair...

Me: Baby what do you mean hard decisions? I know what happened was totally shocking but Lerato did that to get your attention, which seems to be working.
Stan: But what if she tries it again? How will i live with myself?
Me: You know what you gotta do? Be a good husband to your wife, give her no reason to ever suspect at all. 
Stan: I don't know hey, i mean we....
Me: Hush now, this is the same woman who played you like a fool. I was there when you had nobody, now all i'm saying is let's keep this lying low just till she recovers. You are going under emotional strain, and i understand that but i refuse to let you go through it alone. You are my man and i intend to support you in every way. If you ever need someone to talk to, you know i'm just a phone call away
Stan: *He sighed a little* You know you are making this quite hard for me?
Me: If you think that this is hard for you, then let's just forget everything and i'll never bother you again! Just don't come running to me when she has done it again

Stan was quiet for a moment, i panicked. What if i was too harsh and he picked up that i was being insensitive? I needed to calm down before i dug my own grave.....

Stan: Baby can i call you later? I just need to sort out some stuff
Me: Ok, i'll be waiting. Please don't think i'm being harsh, just that i have been hurt before like you have and i would never forgive myself if you got hurt again.
Stan: I hear you baby* he laughed a little*
Me: Did i say something funny?
Stan: Nah, i'm just amazed at how much you are looking out for me, and for that i'll forever remain grateful
Me: I guess that's what lovers do, support each other, right?
Stan: yes baby. I have to get going now! You have a lovely, so speak later?
Me: Yeah, ofcourse. And don't stress neh, like i said, i'm just a phone call away
Stan: I'll remember that sweets, bye for now...
Me: Bye baby

Damn, i almost lost the battle before it had even started, luckily it didn't get to that. I seemed to have loosened him up a bit, he needed a bit more convincing. He was still calling me 'baby' and ' sweets', so that was a good sign. I thought hurling in this man would be peanuts, but it was a lot tougher than that. I needed to come up with a plan.. And suddenly it hit me: I had tostop bad mouthing Lerato and play the culprit here. How could i not see that, i thought to myself?

My day went by slow, i longed for his call.....

He called...

Me: Hey, i thought you weren't gonna call
Stan: Why, cos i promised.
Me: Listen baby before you say anything, i just wanted to apologize for this morning. I was off cue, insensitive and ignorant. I apologize for Lerato's condition, if it weren't for me, she wouldn't have been in hospital, I'm so sorry * started sobbing*
Stan: Hey, take it easy there. It wasn't your fault, it was minne
Me: No, if i were her, i would have probably done the same. She doesn't deserve this, so i think its best that you and i call this whole thing off. I don't wana hurt her any further...
Stan: Listen baby, like you said earlier on, we can lay low for a while and when she recovers, i'll be all yours
Me: I don't think i can do that, I'm as much a woman as she is, imagine if some one did that to me? Please, just set me free
Stan: You are emotional and being irrational about this. I'm sorry for the things i said earlier but it was just out of confusion. I now know what i want, and that is you Lebo!

BINGO..... Right where i wanted him...

Me: But Stan...
Stan: But Stan nix baby, we are gonna make this work
Me: I can't, please, i'm setting you free to build a happy life with your wife. Please forgive her for whatever she did to you..

I hung up the phone and switched it off. I knew he would try and call me, and when he couldn't reach me, he was gonna come up to my place, WHICH HE DID......

PEEP PEEP, went the hooter off his 2 hours later after our phone conversation. I sent my sister out to tell him that i didn't wana see him. He insisted, just as i had been expecting, so i decided to go out and talk to him

Me: Stan what do you want, i thought i told you we are through!
Stan: Baby please just hear me out
Me: you have exactly 5minutes
Stan: That is all i need. I am not letting you slip through my fingers, not now, not ever. You are a good woman to loose, Can't you see how much i have fallen inlove with you, I'm basically tripping on my own shoe laces.
Me: Stan i don't know, your wife is in hospital for Gods sake, you should be there with her now.
Stan: She will be fine, anyway she is being discharged tomorrow, so she's out of danger. We can now focus on us
Me: Eish, can i atleast think about it?
Stan: You can think while i'm waiting, i'm not leaving without my answer
Me: OK OK.... I will give this 1 more try but if it doesn't work out for me, i'm leaving you
Stan: one more chance is all i need to prove my love to you, you won't be sorry
Me: You promise
Stan: With my life
Me: Alright, we back on then

His brows shot up in disbelief, i could see the relief on his face. He started to ease up and i was singing ' THE BOY IS MINE' in my heart. Phase 1 had passed: I captured his heart, now i needed to keep it glued to mine. I never intended to be this manipulative, but i guess life itself isn't fair!

We made up, things were back to normal again, and i couldn't be happier. I went to bed bed feeling proud of myself. The innocent girl i was was now gone, i have to fight for what i want.

Stan was here to stay, and i would make sure of that, Lerato could go to hell, or DIE for all i care.......

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Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 13

Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 13

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INSERT 13

I couldn't fall asleep, i hated myself, i felt so ashamed. I don't know when i fell asleep but when i opened my eyes, it was already morning. I turned to face Stan, and he was nowhere to be found! I walked to the bathroom, but it was empty. No phone, wallet, watch or anything that belonged to him was in the room. This could not be happening, i was treated like a 'floozie', not even a goodbye from Stan? I then decided to take a shower, i scrubbed myself so hard that my skin began tearing, i felt dirty, cheap and extremely valueless. I sat in there for a while, thinking how this went from 'fairy tale' to 'nightmare'? I hated my life, i knew i deserved better than that, the only thing left to do was to stop crying and feeling sorry for myself, get up, dust off the guilt and shame, and keep walking as if i had never tripped.

I wrapped a towel around my body, brushed my teeth and went out. I was still thinking about all this when i heard: Morning angel, i thought i should get you some breakfast before you woke up! I smiled, held my hand against my head and just stared at him. He brought croissants, blue cheese and and my favorite beverage: latte. He pulled out all the stops, and instead of being angry with him, i just wanted to hold him tight and never let go, but i couldn't do that. He had someone waiting for him at home and i had to accept that.

Me: Ohhhh, you are back?
Stan: Yeah, i had to get you something to give you energy after.... you know what i mean
Me: oh Stan stop it*blushing*
Stan: What baby? Can't a man appreciate his woman?
Me: Yeah, i know i know! You know i actually thought you had gone back to your wife!
Stan: And leave without saying goodbye? Now what kind of man would that make me?
Me: When i couldn't find you or any of your belonging, i completely lost it.
Stan: Baby, i'm not going anywhere. You and i share something magical and i will never let go
Me: Do you promise?
Stan: With my life baby

I now felt reassured that Stan would be there for me no matter what, i was still worried about his wife and how this would work out and what was i to him? I suddenly got a headache from all this thinking, so i decided to enjoy this moment whilst it lasted, ate my breakfast and then fixed myself up. It was almost time to go, so Stan and i decided to have a delicate conversation about what was to happen next....

Stan: Baby i know what you are thinking, about you being forced to share me with Lerato and stuff. I want you to know that i love you very much and i don't want to promise you the world right now but what i can promise is that, i'll always be here for you. Please bare with me until i sort this mess out?
Me: Stan i don't know how this is gonna work out, i mean she is a reality and somehow i just fin it so hard to come to terms with it. I need time to think about this
Stan: Lebo what's there to think about? Clearly you have already thought this through, when you lay with me last night, i knew there was no turning back from here. I want you and i know you want me too, why deny something so special between the two of us? This is more than just love and feeling, the chemistry is just too strong to disconnect our elements of love.

Hear i was, listening to him tell me all the things i wanted to hear, exactly when i needed to hear them. I was loving this man more and more, and this scared me because i knew that one day he could just go home and never come back to me. But that didn't matter to me, he was right, i wanted every piece of him so bad. I never wanted to let go, his soul ignited mine, he captured my heart and he tolerated my emotions just the way i wanted him to. I had made up my mind, i was his and he was mine, well technically 'OURS'. It was now time to go home, i felt a bit sad but i knew i had a man who adored me in every way, so that kept me going...

Me: Look, this is hard for me bt i'm gonna try and take a chance with you. I just hope it won't come back to bite me!
Stan: I wouldn't hurt a fly if i had to, so why would i hurt you? I just need you to trust me on this
Me: I will give you the benefit of the doubt, for now. If things don''t go the way i want them to go then we go our separate ways right?
Stan: Things are going to go fine, you just watch and see. 
Me: Ok then, here is some new rules...
Stan: Rules?
Me: Yes rules dear
1. I don't ever wana have to remind you to call me
2. You will come check up on as before
3. You will always be there whenever i need u
4. I'm just as important to you as your wife, maybe even more because i make you happy, so never mention her name when you are with me
5. Last but not least, I love you, and you remember that

Stan: wow, you don't gamble ey?
Me: This is not a joke, either you follow them or jump
stan: Hey, go easy on a dude. I was making a joke, where is your sense of homour?
Me: I just had to make my self clear and make sure you will follow my requirements
Stan: Your wish is my command Senorita
Me: Well, that settles it then, shall we? 
Stan: Isn't that supposed to be line?
Me: I told you i'm in charge now

We both laughed it off, hugged one last time and finally went home. I felt whole ,yet empty. I had put my self in a situation that would either make or break me, but i didn't care about that. I only cared about my feelings and my happiness, and that's all that mattered. We pulled off infront of my gate, said our goodbyes and departed ways.

I went in the house, looking and feeling gloomy as ever. It was now Exactly an hour since i came back when my phone rang. I picked up answered, it Stan. He sounded devasted and in shock. I asked him what was wrong, he paused a moment before he could answer..

Stan: She tried to commit suicide!

I was quiet and didn't know how to respond

Me: Well is she ok?
Stan: The doctor says she'll be alright, don't worry
Me: How can i not worry, we led her to that.
Stan: It is not your fault, it's entirely mine. Just don't stress about this, i will sort it out
Me: How can i not stress? I think we should end this before things get real ugly. I won't the reason for some one else's misfortune
Stan: Baby, i'll call you back. There is something i need to handle, just remember that i still love u!

A woman, a wife, has just tried to take her life because i couldn't keep my hands off her man, vice versa. I felt angry, but i am a woman so i thought to myself: If she had actually died, i wouldn't have to share Stan with no one. My mind was full of selfish thoughts but i couldn't help it. He was mine too and who ever fell would loose him. I was turning into something i was not, and i have to say, i pretty much enjoyed it. Only the strongest survive out there and i was ready to make my mark. I had been a mistress before and i had been walked all over, but this time things are gonna be the way i want them to be. She was the wife but i was the life, or so i thought. Stan came to me, not the other way round. If he had been completely honest with me from the start, i would have not involved myself with him but now since i'm here, i had to make things work. I lay back on my couch, thinking deep about everything that was happening, it was a chance i was willing to take.

I now embarked on my new journey as : THE MISTRESS ON A MISSION........

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Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 12

Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 12

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INSERT 12

Many thoughts were now crossing my mind, his face said it all, i did not need any confirmation from him. That right there was his wife, the wife i knew nothing of. Both Stan and i didn't know what to do next, the only thing i could think about was me being beaten like hell by this fuming woman. I needed to act fast, but what was i to do? I then thought of the balcony, but ofcourse that wouldn't work because we were on the third floor. So i quickly ran to the bedroom, got dressed meanwhile Stan opened for his wife. I stayed there with intense fear, the only thing going through my mind was if i had to had to die for something i wasn't really guilty of, my baby would be without a mother....

She walked in the house, quiet as a mouse, then suddenly i became worried. What black woman doesn't act up when he finds her man with another woman? This could only mean the end of me, i thought to myself......

There was nothing left to do, she had caught me in her house and there was no running. The only thing left to do was to get out of the bedroom and face the music. I quietly, slowly walked out, with shivers in me, whatever happened to me now can happen. So i reached the lounge where she was sitting on the couch, faced down with her hand on her mouth, in disbelief.

Wife: Stan how could you do this to me, i leave for a month and you had already found yourself a floozie?
Stan: Baby i'm sorry, it's not what you think. I can explain everything
Wife: You have got exactly 5 minutes...
Stan: Can she atleast go so that we can sort this out? But why didn't you tell me you were coming back?
Wife: So that you could have been better prepared? I'm glad i did not, now i know the kind of man i'm married to. She is going nowhere, she is going to listen to what i have to say and so God help me that i don't do any i'll regret. Now you, lil miss, what gave you the audicity to step in my house and sleep with my man?
Me: *stood there quiet, with my head bend down in shame and disappointment*
Wife: Miss, you had better start talking before i make you talk...
Me:*stuttering* I-I-I-I-I am so sorry mam, i didn't know that Stan was married. He has never mentioned you and i thought i was the only woman in his life
Wife: Ohhhhh really? And you believed him? How long has this been going on? * she stood up and walked towards me*
Me: I took a few steps back, thinking what she was to do next
Wife: Somebody answer me, i said how long has this been going on?

She was getting angrier by the minute, i did not know what to do nor say, neither did Stan. Both of us looked at her with sorrowful, puppy dog eyes, measuring every step and action she took carefully. She was coming closer to me and when she was finally in my face, Stan jumped quickly in front of me, shielding me from his utterly angry wife. I was startled and relieved, he actually protected me from his own wife?

She walked to the kitchen, stood by the counter.

Wife: Somebody had better start talking! she yelled
Stan: Lerato, i am going to be honest with you.Yes i am having an affair with this woman, but she did not know i had a wife. you know why? Because this house has been cold even long before you left, now we both know that our marriage has been in shambles since i found you in bed with him!
Wife: Don't you dare pin this on me, you drove me into his arms. You and your late meeting, business trips, I was lonely and needed someone to lean on. You were never there when i needed you most
Stan: I was trying to build a better life for us, never cheated on you. I wanted nothing but the best for my wife, but she was too blind to see that
Wife: So what now? This is some kind of revenge? You are now sleeping with this 'cheap trash' to get even?
Stan: Lerato you know that i love you, always have and always will. I didn't do this intensionally, i am still angry, i had been keeping to myself for so long thinking that i would eventually forget about your mischief
Wife: So all along you had not forgiven me, i have been sharing the same bed with a man who was bitter inside?
Stan: You brought this on yourself, i'm sure you will be relieved to know that she and i have never been intimate sexually. Now i am going to drive her back home while you stay her and wait for me till i come back so that we can sort out this mess

I had been so silent, listening to what i wasn't expecting at all. All this while i thought he was the bad guy and yet 'cruela' was the cause of all this. Nevertheless, he had been dishonest with me and he put me in danger so there was only one thing left to do, forget he ever existed...

He went to get my bags from the bedroom and took his car keys. He looked at his wife and said: i will be back, then turned to me : let's go.....

We got in the car and no one was talking to anybody, i was mad at him, him at his wife. Silence at this moment was probably the best solution, so we drove off until we arrived at my place. I didn't wait for him to park the car, i opened the door as soon as he approached my gate. When i was to get out, he pulled me back inside

Stan: Baby i know this is more than what you had bargained for, i don't expect you to forgive me overnight and i don't expect you to keep in touch after this but what i want you to know is that i love you, despite today's event.
Me: I'm tired and really can't do this with you now, or ever. I want you to work things out with your wife and don't ever contact me ag.....

He held me tight and kissed me so passionately. His kiss was intense, his touch strikingly strong and i just couldn't resist him. I hated him, yet i still wanted him so bad. I kissed him back, pulled back a little, looked him in the eye...

Me: Stan i really cannot do this, forgive me but i have to go
Stan: I know but i see the love in your eyes, you are hurting and yet i can still feel your connection towards me. What you and i have is real and i refuse to give up on us
Me: What us? Us ended the moment your wife walked in on us, and i never want to see you again

As i was about to get out of the car, he locked it and began driving again. I said nothing, i wanted to see what this crazy man was up to. He drove to the nearest formula1, went inside, locking me inside the car. He was there for a while and when he finally came out, he opened my door, carried my bag and helped me out. I realized that he had booked us in for the night and i wanted to say no, but a part of me wanted to comfort him. I did not turn him down, we went into our room, sat on the bed and talked for hours. He explained to me what was really going on between him and Lerato, i listened and felt sorry for him. The night was already gone, next thing i know we are touching and kissing. One thing led to another, and the next thing i know, we were making love. Passionate love!

I was angry with myself, yet i felt so emotionally attached to this man, how could i be so stupid again?

We were about to sleep when his phone rang, he answered the private call and it was his wife: Stan where are you? He kept quiet, hung up and switched his phone off. I urged him to call her back but he refused. He soon fell asleep, i walked to the bathroom, looked at myself in the mirror and began crying. But why was was i crying, when i allowed my emotions and feelings to take over me? I then realized that history had repeated itself: I WAS A MISTRESS AGAIN...........

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Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 11

Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 11

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INSERT 12

Friday the 13th was here, i had been awaiting it so much that nothing else mattered, except for what was gonna go down. I woke up in a very jolly mood, taking my time in everything i do. I had a very lovely breakfast, a long nice bath with slow jams playing smoothly in the lounge.

The clock struck noon and by this time i was over the moon. My outfit was neatly ironed, my hair newly styled, my make up freshly made and myself... looking Bizarre, like a princess waiting for her prince charming to come sweep her over her two gorgeous feet. I got dressed carefully, watching my make up and hair. I put on my favorite scent and took a few selfies, captioned: ‪#‎HOT_DATE. It was now a few minutes before Stan calls, so i waited patiently, and then my phone went RING RING.......

Stan: Hey babe, how are you today?
Me: i'm not feeling too good
Stan: No, tell me what's wrong now?
Me: A certain prince was supposed to check up on a certain princess in the morning, as usual but he did not and she became emotionally drained
Stan: Eish baby, i'm so sorry about that. I was so excited about today and arranging everything that i got carried away in it. Am i forgiven?
Me: Well lemme see*holding my chin up as if he could he see me* U can make it up to me by getting your handsome self here now
Stan: *laughing softly* Ok baby, i'm on my way
Me: I'll be waiting, see you in 30?
Stan: Nah, make that 5
Me: *sounding cross* 5 hours? Do you know how long i ha.......

Car hooting outside...........

I ran to the window and it was Stan. To think that i was about to give him grief and all this while he was actually just around the corner

Still o the phone...

Stan: Now how's that for 5 hours? What were you saying before you were rudely interrupted by the hooter?
Me: *feeling foolish* well baby, lemme just grab my bag then we can go
Stan: Ok sweets

I felt so embarrassed, how was i to look at him in the eye after that little over the phone performance? So i decide to just pretend as if nothing had happened, walked proudly towards to the car, opened the door and sat in like a queen. He turned to look at me and his jaws dropped....

Stan: Wooooooooow
Me: *blushing* wow what?
Stan: You look totally amazing, are you sure you trying to impress me? I think you and i are gonna stay indoors, Other guys cannot see you, or i'll be sorry
Me: Oh Stan stop it, still as charming as ever. 
Stan: Shall we?
Me: What are we waiting for?..

He started the car ignition, with his eyes still on me. I felt good, i had him stunned and i felt so proud of myself. We drove to the nearest garage, filled up the car and headed to the party destination. We pulled up infront of an upmarket restaurant, as always. Stan never disappoints when coming to impressing. He got out to open the door for me, i stepped out, he held me by the waist and we walked to the entrance where we were met by the waiter who showed us to our table. As soon as we sat, our menus were brought before us and we decided to order drinks meanwhile we browse through the menu. Our drinks and we later ordered our meals. The afternoon was a lovely one, we talked a lot, laughed and often became a bit intimate, just touching and kissing and so on.

It was already late in the afternoon when i suddenly felt a bit tipsy from the chardonnay pinet noir i had been sipping on all afternoon. He realized that i was tired and decided that we go end this day indoors, i agreed confidently. He settled the bill and we went out, got in the car and took off. He played soft music in the car and held my hand. I couldn't stop blushing....

It was already evening and the sun had already set. At his place now, i quickly ran to the bathroom as i had been pressed for a while. When i came back, he ha turned off the lights, lit the fragrance candles which smelt of rich musk and exotic flowers. Music playing and 'Another' bottle of wine. He called me, took my hand and we started dancing. I missed a step, i felt so clumsy but we just laughed it off and continued dancing.

I pulled away from him and told him i had something for him, so i opened my bag, took out a small box and gave it to him.

Stan: Baby are you proposing, he said jokingly
Me: Just open it

He opened the box and i got him a set of cufflinks with his initials engraved on them. He stared at the gift for a moment before he finally uttered a verb out of his mouth. I wondered if he liked them, the suspense was killing me by now. He finally looked up at me and said 'I LOVE THEM'. I relaxed and we continued with our evening. We soon grew tired and decided to head to bed, so he went to shower while i got ready for him. I put on my sexy lingerie and fresh perfume and then i walked to the bed. As i was about to sit, there was a knock on the door. He was still in the shower so i decided to go see who was at the door, I opened the door and was met by a very beautiful lady with luggage. I greeted her and asked if i could help her..

Me: Hi, may i help you?
Lady: Who are you to ask me that in my house?
Me: Excuse me? Who are you?
Lady: I am Stan's wife, open this burglar door before i break it down....

Cold shivers across my spine, and as i was about to call for Stan, he appeared and his face looked like he had seen a ghost..............

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