Mzansi Stories : Diary of a Patient Mistress
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Monday, February 29

Wizzy

Diary of a Patient Mistress Chapter 20

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D-day, i was about to execute my plan, Stan would finally get to know the truth. I exhaled before making my grand entrance in the restaurant, i spotted Lerato first in the corner. But what was she doing there? I meant to see Stan first, to give him a heads up about my plan of busting his wife for her lying and manipulative ways. As i made my way to Lerato, i heard Stans voice call me gently.
Lerato's eyes grew wild with anger, she looked ready to kill a lion. I wanted to attend to Stan but Lerato had already signaled me to come to her. I pretended as if i didn't hear Stan, i sat down besides Lerato and held my breathe for Stan'. He came to our table, looking puzzled.
Stan: What are you ladies playing, since when are you friends?
Me: I'ts not what you think, we just bumped into each other
Lerato: Hi love, now do you believe me when i tell you that this trash is threatening me?
Stan was about to say something drastic, when i woke up , sweating my lungs out. I walked to the bathroom, and realized that this was my 3rd nightmare of Lerato. First i dreamed of her calling me, then 2nd offering me cash to kill Stan, now she was trapping me? I lay awake for the rest of the night, until morning came. The first thing i did was call my man and see how he was doing......
Me: Hey baby, how was your night?
Stan: It was cold, I kept thinking about you all night
Me: Ncooooh, that's so sweet ey
Stan: You are sweet baby, so what are you upto today? and how is the headache and dizinesss?
Me: Ohhh that? Ja, i'm okay now. I told you it was nothing to be worried about. Listen baby, i was thinking that maybe you and i could book somewhere tonight, to recapture our love?
Stanley: I thought you would never ask, I'll pick you up around 6?
Me: Six is perfect baby, But what are you going to tell your wife?
Stan: Leave that to me baby, Tonight is all about us
Me: Well see you later then
Stan: Bye sexy
Back to my scheming ways, I was keeping him away from home. Something about the dreams i had was eating me up inside, but i decided not to entertain it, after all, I was going to be with my man tonight. Everything was planned, so a date it was. he came to pick me up exactly 6, we cruized to our destination. We got there, ordered wine and food. Things were going lovely, you could tell it was two soulmates. Stan made me feel so special, in no way than any other ma had ever made me feel, the night grew interesting and it was love-filled. The night grew more passionate, and we held each other so tight that you would think someone was actually trying to break us apart.
I had a thought about Lerato, and it gave me a very wicked gesture. I was about to do something that i might actually regret for the rest of my life, but i had high hopes that it would make things easier for me. In the midst of the night, we were now about to sleep, so we decided to show each other love one more time. It was steamy and very emotional, Stan seemed a lot more taken into this than me, and i loved every bit of it. I asked him lie back, relax, and let me take care of the rest. I was in the heat of the moment, needed him deep inside, maybe a little more than that.
I offered to put the condom on him this time, and as i was about to, an evil thought came across me. I did not try to resist that temptation because part of me wanted it, so i carefully tore the condom with my nail, i put him inside of me. He said it tasted different, i said its because it was meant to be. We both came at the same time, and to 'OUR' suprise, the condom had torn. I acted suprised, as if i was panicking. He tried to console me, but i didn't want to hear it *all an act* By the time the sun came up, i was the happiest woman alive, i thought that if i actually had his child, it would draw us closer, but i was in for a nasty suprise........
Stan couldn't make babies, he was infertile!

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Thursday, January 1

Wizzy

Diary of a Patient Mistress insert 19

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D-day, i was about to execute my plan, Stan would finally get to know the truth. I exhaled before making my grand entrance in the restaurant, i spotted Lerato first in the corner. But what was she doing there? I meant to see Stan first, to give him a heads up about my plan of busting his wife for her lying and manipulative ways. As i made my way to Lerato, i heard Stans voice call me gently.
Lerato's eyes grew wild with anger, she looked ready to kill a lion. I wanted to attend to Stan but Lerato had already signaled me to come to her. I pretended as if i didn't hear Stan, i sat down besides Lerato and held my breathe for Stan'. He came to our table, looking puzzled.
Stan: What are you ladies playing, since when are you friends?
Me: I'ts not what you think, we just bumped into each other
Lerato: Hi love, now do you believe me when i tell you that this trash is threatening me?
Stan was about to say something drastic, when i woke up , sweating my lungs out. I walked to the bathroom, and realized that this was my 3rd nightmare of Lerato. First i dreamed of her calling me, then 2nd offering me cash to kill Stan, now she was trapping me? I lay awake for the rest of the night, until morning came. The first thing i did was call my man and see how he was doing......
Me: Hey baby, how was your night?
Stan: It was cold, I kept thinking about you all night
Me: Ncooooh, that's so sweet ey
Stan: You are sweet baby, so what are you upto today? and how is the headache and dizinesss?
Me: Ohhh that? Ja, i'm okay now. I told you it was nothing to be worried about. Listen baby, i was thinking that maybe you and i could book somewhere tonight, to recapture our love?
Stanley: I thought you would never ask, I'll pick you up around 6?
Me: Six is perfect baby, But what are you going to tell your wife?
Stan: Leave that to me baby, Tonight is all about us
Me: Well see you later then
Stan: Bye sexy
Back to my scheming ways, I was keeping him away from home. Something about the dreams i had was eating me up inside, but i decided not to entertain it, after all, I was going to be with my man tonight. Everything was planned, so a date it was. he came to pick me up exactly 6, we cruized to our destination. We got there, ordered wine and food. Things were going lovely, you could tell it was two soulmates. Stan made me feel so special, in no way than any other ma had ever made me feel, the night grew interesting and it was love-filled. The night grew more passionate, and we held each other so tight that you would think someone was actually trying to break us apart.
I had a thought about Lerato, and it gave me a very wicked gesture. I was about to do something that i might actually regret for the rest of my life, but i had high hopes that it would make things easier for me. In the midst of the night, we were now about to sleep, so we decided to show each other love one more time. It was steamy and very emotional, Stan seemed a lot more taken into this than me, and i loved every bit of it. I asked him lie back, relax, and let me take care of the rest. I was in the heat of the moment, needed him deep inside, maybe a little more than that.
I offered to put the condom on him this time, and as i was about to, an evil thought came across me. I did not try to resist that temptation because part of me wanted it, so i carefully tore the condom with my nail, i put him inside of me. He said it tasted different, i said its because it was meant to be. We both came at the same time, and to 'OUR' suprise, the condom had torn. I acted suprised, as if i was panicking. He tried to console me, but i didn't want to hear it *all an act* By the time the sun came up, i was the happiest woman alive, i thought that if i actually had his child, it would draw us closer, but i was in for a nasty suprise........
Stan couldn't make babies, he was infertile!

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Wizzy

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I sat there, staring at this crazy woman with hatred in my eyes. I chocked before i could utter a single word, was she for real? I grasped some air and finally said something.....
Me: What did you say?
Lerato: I'll repeat slowly: Stan and i have been married for over 5 years in community of property, he has life insurance, so you and i could be rich if we knocked him out!
Me: You are one crazy woman, you know that?
Lerato: Not crazy, just ambitious
Me: What makes you think i'll wana help you get your hands dirty?
Lerato: For starters i know you need the money, he has played us both and this is a perfect way of getting back him. We are women, we can't be treated like this
Me: Lerato you are sick, i don't think i can listen to anything more you can say. i've just lost my appetite
Lerato: I know you are shocked, but atleast think about it?
Me: What is there to think about Lerato? Why on earth would you wana kill your own husband, i thought you loved him?
Lerato: Love alone won't give me the life i deserve, i didn't marry him because i loved him! I just knew he was gonna make it in life, and that was my stepping stone.
Me: I'm getting out of here, Don't ever call me again 
Lerato: Ok fair enough! But all i ask is for you to think about it....
I got up, grabbed my bag and walked out of the restaurant. I was pissed, she just made me sick. All i wanted to do now was get home and curl up in my bed, to think i wasted my time on suck insanity? Home seemed far off, the taxi i was in was just 5 seconds from dying. I got home, kissed my baby and went straight to bed bed. I couldn't sleep, thinking about what to do next. Well i knew for 1 that i wasn't going to entertain that crazy woman, so the best thing to do was to call Stan and let him know that his life was in danger.
Just as i was about to call him, he called me....
Stan: How could you?
Lebo: How could i what? Am i missing something here?
Stan: Lebo do not play dumb with me, I know you called Lerato to meet you in town and threatened her
My brows shot up, i didn't know what to say. This woman was playing mind games on us, Just when i thought i had this game, she was a step ahead of me.
Intervention.........
Me: Baby what are you on about?
Stan:You tell me why you are acting so selfishly? We agreed that we'd take things slowly until i find a loophole, and you now you are just making things more difficult
Me: I really don't know what you are talking about, I didn't....
Stan: So you are telling me that you did't meet up with Lerato for lunch today?
Me: I did, but she called me, not the other way round
Stan: You both are telling me stories, who should i believe? Are you now suddenly best friends?
Me: Baby listen to me, I'm getting sick and tired of Your marriage drama. I wish i had left the moment i found out that you had a wife. Lerato called me, i agreed to meet with her, an then she made me an offer t-t--t-t--to leave you alone
What was that? I had just shielded Lerato from Stan finding out what she was plotting against him. If i told Stan the truth, he would probably think i'm making up stories, what was i to do? Maybe if i kept things quiet for a while, things will get to normal. Lerato was a master in her own special way, i don't think she ment what she said, she just wanted to see my reaction and response to her crazy story. She actually thinks i'm with Stan for his wealth? SHE CROSSED THE THE WRONG ROAD.....
I called her.....
Me: Hi, can we meet tomorrow?
Lerato: Concerning my offer i hope?
Me: Ofcourse, why else would i be calling mara
Lerato: Ok, same time , same place?
Me: Cool, see u then
I made another call....
Me: Hi baby, how does your disary look tomorrow?
Stanley: Well, im not sure. Will have to check with my p.a
Me: Please get back to me asap?
Stan: Is everything alright?
Me: Yes, i just wanna see you
Stan: Ok, i'll be free after 12
Me: Great, can we meet at McDonalds in town, say around 12:45?
Stan: ok, But why do i have a bad feeling about this?
Me: Nothing bad in wanting to see my man
Stan: Okay cool then, guess i'll see you tomoroe
Me: Thanx baby
All was set and done, what i needed to do now was come up with a way of proving to Stan what a villian he was married to. I couldn't wait for the next day, she was gonna wish she hadn't played me for the fool! I had my plan and it was just perfect. Lerato was about to get the shock of her life, because the closer she thought she was, the less she would see me coming on to her..................


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Wizzy

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When you are involved with a married man, you take all precautions when dealing with the wife. I had saved Lerato's numbers when Stan and i spent the night at the motel, while he was in the bathroom. I had my reasons for doing that, reasons such as these. I bet she also most probably did the same to get my numbers from Stans's phone. We women have this 'checking our mans phone syndrome'.
I wasn't at all shocked, i knew this would eventually happen sooner or later. I had readied myself ages ago, i knew exactly how i was going to deal with this situation. So i calmly picked up.....
Me: Hello
Lerato: Yes wena, i want to tell you....
Me: * i cut her speech* Firstly, you will greet me like a sane person when calling my phone and lastly, lose the bitchy attitude towards me
Lerato: Don't tell me how to speak to you, you are nothing but a piece of rubbish. Destroying happy marriages, Just how well do you sleep at night mara?
Me: What exactly do you want Lerato? Isn't your man at home, in bed?
Lerato: That's not the reason why i'm calling, i need you to leave my husband the hell alone or you will be very sorry
Me: And that's supposed to scare me off right?
Lerato: You have a stinking attitude, i wonder how my husband fell for you
Me: Go ask him, I'm really not in the mood for arguments. Now, i want you to hang up and never call my phone again
Lerato: Not untill you have heard what i have to say to you
Me: Ok, you have exactly 5minutes ...
Lerato: Leave my husband the hell alone, go find someone that will belong to you. You are acting like a tramp, don't you think deserve better than that?
Me: Now you really starting to rub me up the wrong way, let me give you a word of advice. Go to bed, lay with your husband and try to sort this shit out. Do not tell me you have forgotten that you are the main cause of his actions, so if i were you, i would nurse my marriage like a baby
Lerato: So now you are an expert on marriage? Wow, you really do amaze me you know that. Fair enough, I'll leave you for now. Watch your move, I'm watching you
Me: So you are gona threaten me now? If i were you, I'd be threatened by me
Lerato: Just watch out........
She hung up on me! I sounded calm and brave when i spoke to her but truth is, she really scared me. Imagine having to lose my lose, if it came to that, over a man who wasn't exactly mine? I got in bed, but this was bugging me. I lay awake thinking about the worst that could happen to me, i mean i'm not the first woman to be involved with a married man, and most probably not the last so what have i got to lose? If Lerato wants to play dirty, then it's muddy she will get. I was still thinking it over when i fell asleep, i was woken up by a very early call from the man him self......
Stan: Hi sweets, How are you?
Me: I would be fine if you put a leash on your wife
Stan: What are you on about?
Me: She called last night, threatening me. Can you believe it? This is way more than i had bargained for Stan, get her off my back or i might have to do it myself, and believe me, it won't be pretty
Stan: You mean Lerato actually called you? What did she say?
Me:I will summarize it for you, in short words, and i quote from her own mouth: 'WATCH YOUR MOVE, I'M WATCHING YOU. JUST WATCH OUT'
Stan: But i don't understand how she could have, she doesn't even have your numbers baby
Me: Are you assuming gore i'm making this up?
Stan: I'm not Assuming anything, i'm just surprised nje..
Me: I bet she has a side to her that you have never seen before, well you are about to discover the real Lerato. I don't need this drama right now, so get her off my back or ... 
Stan: Or what Lebo?
Me: Nevermind, but just do as i say
Stan: I'll sort this out baby, i promise you
Me: okay thanks, so how is your day looking today? Think you can squeeze me in somewhere?
Stan: Eish, today is going to be hectic baby. Can't promise anything right now
Me: Well let me know if there is any change to your scheduling
Stan: I'm sorry about Lerato, it will not happen again. Take care neh
Me: I hope so, speak later....
As i was eating my breakfast, Lerato called me again, asking if we could meet in town to solve this in an elderly manner. At first i wasn't too sure, but then again, if i didn't go, she would think i'm scared of her so i agreed to meet at 1pm, at McDonalds. I had doubts in my mind, what if i went and never come back alive? Or maybe i should just hear what she says and try to cool things off with Stan. No woman would go through all this trouble if she didn't love her man, now i seemed like the devil coming between Adm and Eve. I finally made up my mind, i was going. If she acts out, i was going to make life very difficult for her. If she is cool, i might just reconsider my affair with Stan.
The morning went by very quickly, I left the house at about 12 noon, made in it town exactly 15 minutes before our meeting. I went inside the restaurant, talking to myself, asking how i'm going handle this. I was busy preparing my words to her when i heard: 'LEBO, OVER HERE'. I trembled in fear, my heart pounded so hard that one could actually see the beats from the top i was wearing. I felt sweat on my forehead, that was how much Lerato intimidated me.
I walked to the table she was sitting at, took a seat and looked at her with very observant eyes, watching her every move like an eagle eyeing its prey. I did not greet her, she just smiled and offered if she could order something for us. I thought why not, that wasn't her money anyway. We ordered our meals and drinks, still no words from neither of us. I felt so uncomfortable, i wasn't sure if i could do this.
I was about to take a bite from my fries when she said, Now you listen to me, and listen very carefully. I paused and looked her. She was red from anger, her anger pierced through my heart. I looked at her right in the eyes, she leaned closer and whispered something in my ear, i almost fainted............................


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Wizzy

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We got home, sat in the car a while, with me still 'feeling' dizzy. Stan wanted to go home soon after dropping me off, so i begged him to be with me until i was 'fully recovered'. He agreed to this without a doubt, and i was the happiest woman. We spoke about a lot things, about our future most importantly, It was kind of awkward at first but we needed to have that kind of conversation since we so badly wanted to continue the affair. I was being frank to him about my feelings, and he in return also spoke of his own, genuinely!
Me: So baby, i know that it's pretty still premature to ask you about this, but there's no better time. What do you think the future holds for us?
Stan: Honestly baby i don't know, I mean i love you and would hate to loose you now, or ever for that matter. 
Me: So what exactly are you saying?
Stan: What i'm saying is we gotta stand strong and make the future possible for us
Me: Ok. I don't mean to be forward or insensitive but do you think my being your mistress is a good thing? I mean we love each other ofcourse, and on the other side there's Lerato, whom you still adore. I sometimes wonder how you see me or what you think of me being your side chick.
Stan: Baby i don't see you as a mistress nor side chick. Yes Lerato is my wife legally but i love you more and....
His phone rang, he put it on speaker......
Lerato: Stan where are you, i thought you would be home by now.
Stan: Lerato you know i'm very busy! I will be home as soon as i'm done with my meeting
Lerato: What meeting this late?
Stan: Are you keeping tabs on me now? I have to do what i need to do to be able to pay the bills. You know bills do not pay themselves
Lerato: But Stan u know i just got released from hospital today and i need you here
Stan: I will be there, just don't wait up for me. Now get some rest, while i finish here.
He hung up on her....
Me: So i'm a business meeting now?
Stan: Lebo i told you that we are taking this 1 step at a time akere?
Me: No hard feelings, just a simple question nje
Stan: Can we please talk about something else?
Me: Ok, suits me just fine
Stan: Thank you!
I noticed the sudden change in his tone, he was angry, cold and irritated, so i became worried. What if he was having second thoughts about us? Or maybe he saw through my manipulative ways? H e was somewhat distant, i couldn't reach out to him the way i had hoped.
Me: I think i'm fine now, i can go inside
Stan: Are you sure baby?
Me: Very sure, besides, i see that you are pre-occupied. You are not exactly good company right now so i think it's best we call it a day, huh?
Stan: I'm sorry if i seem occupied, i just have a lot going through my mind
Me: Mind if i ask?
Stan: I'm wondering how i'm going to end things with Lerato. I mean i can't pretend that everything is fine when it isn't
Did i hear correctly, did he just say end? Now i was worried...
Me: What do you mean end things?
Stan: Baby i can't keep seeing you like this, you deserve way better.
Me: I know, but i completely understand. No need to rush
*ME SOUNDING LIKE THE EVER CARING GIRLFRIEND*
Me: I don't want you making any rash decisions, lets take our time and groom what we have. I want you to be sure that its really me you wana be with, not because things are 'sleg' between yourself and Lerato
Stan: You see 1 of the reasons i'm mad about you? You are considerate and not at all selfish. You have the qualities i need right now, how can i ever desert you
Me: Ok baby, i hear you. Just be sure before you make any life changing decisions
By now i was really worried, i know i should be rejoicing but this is not how my late mom raised me. I knew better than that, yet, i couldn't help myself. I thought to myself: what if i was Lerato, how would i feel if some1 else did that to me? I couldn't carry on like this , i deserved better.....
Stan: What are thinking about sweets?
Me: uhm nothing important, just how much i love you
Stan: You are so sweet, i love you too nana
Me: Well i've got to get inside now baby
Stan: Ok, just remember what i said neh? I meant every word
Me: I know you did love
We cuddled for a few more minutes before he drove off. I stood in the street, waiting for his car to disappear. I walked slowly inside the house, went to my room, lay on the bed and thought deeply...
I love Stan and he loves me too, Then there was Lerato, who was obviously mad about her husband. The two of them made a promise to love each other through thick and thin, who was i to come and break that bond? I felt guilty about everything, so i took my phone to text Stan our 'official breakup'. I was about to press send when a call came through... It was Lerato......


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My 1st card was now on the table, i had drawn Stan in to me but that was not enough. I had to do more to secure my place. I sat all day thinking about my next move and i had bright ideas that could work out in my favour, just needed a bit of strategising. I didn't whether i was doing this to prove a point, or simply because i loved Stan. No doubt that i loved him, but was he really fighting for? The say the the heart will never lead you astray and i was doing exactly that, following it.
Stan called me very early in the morning, as always....
Stan: Hey girl
Me: Hi
Stan: How was your night?
Me: Well, i'v seen better days
Stan: You do'nt sound too good, what's the matter
Me: Baby it's nothing really, i might be coming coming down with flu
Stan: Ok, but you still sound different hey
Me: Ok ama be honest with you. I know e have gone through this abut a zillion times but i just have this feeling that you might be feeling sorry for me. I did not sleep a blink, thinking about my options.
Stan: Wait, i'm gonna have to stop you right there. I sense a 'call-off' coming down. I thought you were fine with the arrangement for now?
Me: I am baby, but for how long? I understand that she is your wife but you also need to understand that i'm ur woman, and therefore i refuse to be treated less equally
Stan: I know baby and i will not make you feel that way
Me: ok, as long as we on the same page, so tell me, how are you....
He quickly jumped in.....
Stan: Baby i have to take this call urgently, just don't hang up ok?
Me: Ok
I put my phone on speaker while it sat on the kitchen counter, I wondered who it might be. I was obviously getting jealous, i mean i knew this man had an important and demanding job, yet i still feel insecure each time his rings. I decided to pull my act together and be the 'ever supportive' woman i signed up to be.
Back to our conversation on the phone.......
Stan: Listen baby, Lerato has been discarged so i have to go pick her up
What? I thought to myself! The devil in me replied..
Me: Where are you now? 
Stan: I'm at work
Me: So can't you send a driver or friend to go pick her up? I remember you told me you have a very important meeting that can boost your company, so are you gonna cancel that for a pick up? I care about your interests you know
Stan: You know what? You are a star, i had completely forgotten about that. Think i should hire you as my PA. 
Me: Argghhh, it's no problem
Stan: I'll ask my secretary to reschedule the meeting
Why was he being so difficult?
Me: First impressions last baby, you will never make it to the top while procastinating things. Organise someone to pick her up and go do what you do best
Stan: You are right, besides Lerato is fine. I'm sure she won't mind. You are a piece of work you know that?
Me: I aim to please sweets.
Stan: I have exactly 30minutes before the meeting, let me go through this paper work and we shall talk later?
Me: You do that baby, and goodluck hey
Stan: I've got all the luck i need baby, you are my luck. Cheers then
Me: Ciaou
Hahahahahaha, he fell for the ' first impressions' story. There was no way i could have let him go and bond with her, the more time they had together, the more chances of them working things out. Yes his job was important but i didn't do this for him, i did it for my benefit. I will slowly and carefully draw him to me, Lerato won't know what hit her in the face....
I decided to go job-hunting for a change, i know men are highly aroused by independent women. So i took a bath, got my cv's ready and took the next taxi to town. I dropped off about 5 of them to a few companies, with hope that they will call me back. When i was done, i went to grab something to eat, just to regain my energy levels. As i was sitting there, he called......
Stan: Hey
Me: Hi, how did your meeting go?
Stan: It was great, they want to come on board!
Me: Wow really? That's great news baby, we need to celebrate, what do you think?
Stan: Definitely, but just not today. You know Lerato is back home so i just wanna make sure she's ok
Think quick Lebo
I became silent, and breathing heavily....
Me: Staaaan.......
Stan: Yes, i'm still here baby. Why are you panting so much, are you ok?
Me: I'll be fine, i'm feeling a bit dizzy
Stan: Lebo where are you?
I could hear the tension and concern in his tone
Me: I'm at a restaurant in town
Stan: Shall i call a cab for you?
Me: Nah baby, i-i-i-i'll be fine. Go home and take care of Lerato
Stan: Give me the name of the place, i'll be there now
Me: Really Stan, i will be ok. I'm sure it will blow over
Stan: Lebo don't start, give me the name
I gave the phone to one of the employees there, who directed him. Still acting up, i thanked the waitress, and put the phone on my ear
Stan: Baby do not move an inch, give me 20 minutes, i'll be there now
Me: O-K...
He hung up! He arrived there faster than a lighting bolt. He came in the cafe, carried my bag, whilst i leaned on his shoulder. He could see i was in pain, but that was all just acting. He was here, and that's where i wanted him to be....
Card #2: Stan came to my 'rescue', while Lerato was home, in need of his TLC!

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