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Thursday, May 28

Diary of a cheating husband chapter 200

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"Women are the reason why men cheat. They know that too"

Chapter 200

2 years later

Time has a way of humbling you, trust me I've learned this the hardest way possible. I went from being a student to a widow and a mother of 4 but I have no regrets dont get me wrong. Although there were days I would cry until I couldn't cry anymore,days when driving my kids to school was a mission after Lonwabo's funeral everything in that house reminded us of him to a point where Seth asked me if we could move back to Cape Town, but I refused and told him we cant always run away from our problems. With time and patience, we decided to move to our old house in Bishopscourt trust me that too was hard but we pulled through as a family. But I think the hardest was adjusting financially, I was alone now and I didn't have a job between paying the bond and water bills including school fees just to mention a few things were not easy. Lobsie left me alot of money but I took a vow not to spend a cent but save it for the kids. So I decided to sell the BMW and we were left with the Range, Seth and Viwe both attended Rondebosch boys. I forgot to mention Viwe stays with me now, Mbasa also moved back with us and he was still dating Qhama lol Lobsie would have been proud. I also got a job through Nomtha, at Transnet so I saw my kids often being super mother is hard as hell. Thato finally gave birth to a girl, Cwenga forced her to name the baby 'Thando' and that touched my heart. The weirdest thing though in these past 2 years has to be Bukho and Zimkita the love hate relationship yet they had plenty of sex lol. Zanele worked at the Boardwalk hotel, we surprised her this one time Zimkita suggested we visit her at work and buy her lunch, the past wasn't forgotten but we were learning to forgive the past.

Today was a saturday and I was having lunch with Nonhle this other girl from work,Kathy and Thato at News. Thato"I am sorry but we have to raise this issue" Kathy"Entle when are you getting laid" I laughed. Me"I am in no rush " Nonhle"Dont rush her" Thato side eyed her. Thato"We said dick not a man, she can buy a plastic dick for all I care but Entle looks like hell" Kathy"You've given up on life my friend" Me"I just haven't meet anyone worthy" Thato"but if you'd meet that person would you atleast try" Me"Yes now can we order" Thato"You have a date tonight at Raddison Blue, dress up its a black tie event" I thought my eyes would pop out. Me"Tonight? I have nothing to wear and my hair hay hay forget it" Kathy"That's where we come in" Thato gave me a dress "Size 32, your favourite colour lately black and shoes size 3 I got you a platform I know how you used to love those" Kathy"Last but not least a trip to Gugs to get your hair done" I was crying dont not because I was sad though but I was happy. Thato"Come come Cindy your prince awaits" We paid for drinks and we drove to Gugs but in different cars, Nonhle decided not to join. After the salon we went to my house, I took a shower and got dressed.

Thato"Seth mamakho has a date" Seth"finally" Viwe"We want you to get a boyfriend" Me"tsek Thato I know you made them say that" Kathy"You look so beautiful! hamba you'll be late" Me"I dont even know his name" Thato" He knows you" I drove as sceptical I was, I spoke to Lobsie in the car I did that alot. strange as it might be it calms me down. I got out of the car and really there was a guy at the entraced and he smilled at me. Me"Hey I'm Entle" someone behind me giggled.

"Thatha njani date yomnye umntu" I laughed too because I knew that voice. Me"Yhuuuu you're my date?" Khaya"Blind date Entle, you dont know me clean slate nontombi" We hugged. Me"Can we go to the beach instead, not in the mood for a crowd" Khaya"Okay babe" I left my car and we left with his, we didn't talk much in the car. So I spoke to Lobsie just to kill time "Baby I dont think I can go through with this, I am not ready and I dont want it to seem like I am letting man come and go in our house..." Khaya"Entle" Me"We are here" Me"okay" I got out of the car, leaving my shoes there. Khaya"relax" Me"I am" he looked at me. Khaya"You still miss him?" Me"Alot" Khaya"I wont rush you, I just want to see you laugh qha. You look so drained" Me"Sorry ke" Khaya"Masambe let me drive you home" Me"A.a I'll stay, I want to too" Khaya"Nope, you'll call me when you want to see me. No blind dates, just you Entle wanting to see mna Khaya" He drove me, we hugged and he left. Everyone was still up excited waiting for me. I just rushed to my room and locked.

Not that I didn't want to try but I wasn't ready, my heart wasn't there not yet anyway. I just cried because I felt useless like the self pity stole my happiness or me moping around was irritating my friends. Me"Lonwabo I am letting go, not saying I will forget you or our marriage but I have to atleast try to be happy again right?. Some no more black clothes, no tears just smiles from here on" I think after that night it took me six if not more to pick up the phone and call Khaya, althoughwe didn't date we were just friends. Then at work I met Gcisa, we went out on a few dates just to save myself from hurt I told him about Lonwabo and my kids but I guess he didn't care because he still liked me but I didn't introduce him to my kids, it was still early.

My life has been hell on earth, happiness was always rare. With God,family and friends I made it. Although some days it felt like God tested me more than the others,took more than he gave but with Unekamva,Viwe,Seth and Ntombikayise I learned once you have kids your joys become limited and transferred to them, pain is worse because every action makes you think as a mother instead of just a normal human. Losig my father and husband were the worst points of my life but it took my father dying for me to get the daughter i've always wanted and Lonwabo passing away for me to depend on myself, God works in irony. I have siblings that would kill for me,friends that would fight a war for me and a husband who left with lovely kids. I Entle Lamani Skhosane, finally found happiness from within

Diary of a cheating husband chapter 199

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"Women are the reason why men cheat. They know that too"

Chapter 199

Saturday/Funeral

I was in bed with my children all 3 of them, Unekamva went back to Joburg. Beku wamkelwa umzimba by the others, I decided my kids shouldn't be there because he wasn't taking this we'll at all. Me"Viwe will you be able to talk alone ecaweni?" Ntombi"Nam mos mama" Because Lobsie wasn't sick, his mother preposed we let his children tell their own stories about him. Seth"Nam mama" I was shocked to hear him speak but didn't want to dwell so I swiftly moved on. Me"Viwe what did mommy one say?" Viwe"She said I can stay if I want but you'll have to ask her" Seth and Ntombi were so excited. Me"Shhhh" we all giggled. I promised Lobsie I'd take care of his children and that I will do. We eventually left for the church, Lobsie's mother was crying so much and so was his sister. That broke my heart, death is hard to deal with that's no shocker but I've always wondered does it get easier. In church people came out in numbers, some were his rugby friends from high school,varsity and work mates. Bukho and Cwenga shared their stories about Lobsie, then Sivu talked about what type of person he was the community and finally my 3 little pigs.

Ntombi"Mama uthi kum tata is heaven and usijongile, wathi Sethie yena 'Bubi yam xa funa thetha no tata you have to sing twinkle little star but awuzombona but yena he'll see you and be your arm" I giggled. "tata ndakukhumbula mna, mama yena akapheki nje ngawe. Enkosi" Viwe"It hurts being the oldest, sometimes you have to put your needs aside for your siblings yet my father once told me 'a man is not defined by his success but the way he puts his family first' I wont lie ndithi he was close to being super man because he was better. I once told him he loves Seth kunam, he cried that day and he kept on asking mama if he could speak to me and I said no, the next day I woke up and he was sleeping next to me in my bed" he wiped his tears. "I was lucky enough to have him as my dad, so I say to my siblings and mama 2 'Mamabo life goes on' my family knows that was his favourite line" he sat down and Seth came on. Seth"3 things matter here now and tomorrow, ndayiva ngo tatam lonto. I just want to say qha uhm enkosi" he got off the stage and went straight outside, I wanted to chase him but mama ka Lobsie stopped me.

Narrative*

A woman stopped Seth while he was running without looking. Seth"Sorry" he looked so much like him, thoughts to herself. Woman"Ina sela amanzi" Seth gulped the whole bottle. Seth"Enkosi" Woman"I saw your father before he died, and he was rushing home to show you the Play station game he bought, I dont know you all but I can tell who the whole family is and how old everyone is" she gave a faint smile. Woman"Please give this to your mother and tell her, I'm sorry for her loss" She got up from the bench and walked out of the church.

As soon as the service ended I looked for my son. Me"uright" he nodded and gave me a letter. Me"Velaphi?" Seth"Yhoo andazi nam mama" I opened the letter I didn't even know the hand writting but read anyway.

'I saw the death of your husband officially on the Herald yesterday and I cried so hard because he died because of me. I heard you came to see me but I didn't see you, I am not your husbands mistress if thats what you wanted to know. He just saw me and recognised me, but didnt understand why I was cleaning at your house and that didnt sit well with him. He made a few calls and managed to get me job at the Boardwalk hotel and for that I am greatful. I noticed something though, my envy for you slowed down life because I was so focused on running your happiness instead of building my own but most of all I am sorry for suggesting your parents take away your child that was evil of me. Look at me and then you now, you won Entle and your husband loves you or atleast loved you'

Zanele.

After the whole funeral people were starting to leave. Ma'Lobsie"Iza ne wine Likhona we need to calm our nerves" I gave her the bottle, she and Lolo were now drinking buddies lol. I left them to go speak with Alwaba, she was standing with the usual Xoli and Babalwa arg ex gf union lol. Me"can we talk" Alwaba"Thetha" see now that pissed me off.

Me"Tell me when you are done being childish" Alwaba"That would be the day you stop pretending to care about my son" Me"okay" ndim dala ngoku, mommy thats looks after her kids and has no time for drama. I walked back to the house to call my daughter.

No more tears

Diary of a cheating husband chapter 198+

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"Women are the reason why men cheat. They know that too"

Chapter 198+

Lobsie"Day 2 as Mrs Skhosana and you haven't even made me breakfast" Me" Day 2 as my husband and you've been getting the sex you want" we both laughed. Lobsie"I know you not keen on Cape Town but please babe try" Me"I promise to try" we kissed. Lobsie"We are leaving at 17:45 so lets get down to business" Me"Noo! Hahaha honey pot is offline" he went under the blankets and kissed my honey pot, trust me to get wet. Me"Okay I'll allow you to get in and get out" Lobsie"hahaha I paid Lobola I think I own it" Me"Then dont be greedy, it will be your house warming gift" Lobsie"Stingy Entle rhaa" I laughed at him, he laid his head on my breast. Me"Have you ever imagined death?" he didn't answer. Me"Lonwabo" He lifted his head and then went back to my boobs. Lobsie"why?" Me"I think death will take me away from you" Lobsie"and if its the other way around?" Me"I wouldn't live without you! I dont even want to try" Lobsie"Nam but baby I'd want you to be happy, plus if you'd die our kids will be a reminder of our happiness and especially love" Me"Would you want me to move on" Lobsie"Yes and you?" Me"No!, I cant imagine someone else on my side of the bed, doing everything we once planned,taking over what was once mine! I know its selfish of me but I doubt I'd ever accept it. maybe 5 years down the line" he laughed. Lobsie"I would rather another man lay his head on my side of the bed than watch you cry every night for me, babe sadness delays life. I love you Lamani and even when I die your happiness comes first" we both kept quiet. Lobsie"Promise me you'll never cry for me! no matter how much it hurts but promise me you'll be strong because I know I would have died a happy man" Me"I cant promise that" Lobsie"Then you dont love me" Me"I love you Lonwabo" Lobsie"Then my death shouldn't take away all of you, I leave you with my children and our memories. Infact I would be if you'd move on after a year just as long as my kids are taken care and you're happy" Me"Then should I die first, get a new place. You bought that one for me,its only fair that you and your new wife respect our memories" Lobsie"hahaha linda naxa uswelekile, anyway why we talking about death on our honeymoon" Me"You married a weirdo kalok"

PRESENT DAY

I drove to back to Magxaki,memories of my life with my husband playing in my head like a movie. I missed him, reality though hit yesterday when his uncle came back from identifying the body. It was like someone took my heart out of my chest, I cried so much until I couldn't anymore. I doubt I'll ever accept Lonwabo's death, when they came back with his things the first thing I saw was the arm band I gave him, I just started crying again. Ntombi kept on asking me 'tata fika nini' think that killed me more, Seth was just worse he wasn't talking to anyone and I didn't want to rush him. To say the least I am not looking forward to his funeral. I arrived and got in emva, went straight to the sit with Lobsie's mother. Lolo"uright?" Me"Yea" The day went on, funeral arragements made and a fight occured appearently women are not allowed emagcwabeni xa ingumgcwabo we accident, but Lolo told me to speak up because Lonwabo was my husband after all we concluded his sister mother Ntombi and I will be the only women there. I decided to go Kabega to clean out Lonwabo's clothes so they could burn them.

I arrived and switched on our bedroom light. Me"Lonwabo" felt like he was going to answer me or something, I wanted him to answer and tell me to wake up from this nightmare! I wanted my husband back,no I needed him! how could he die that wasn't part of the plan! Me"Lo..nwabo!" I grabbed his clothes pulling everything to the floor. Me"Its always us! Lonwabo I cannot do this alone" I took our wedding picture, I felt like setting the whole house on fire. Me"I need you so much" I couldnt burry my husband, I know I once promised him but this is one promise I was about to break. I sat on that floor crying my lungs out.

I took his sweater and I wore. Me"Pleaa..se take this pain from me" I heard the door open but I didnt look up. Someone laid my head on their shoulder. Zim"sukhala sisi, we are hear for you" Thato"Lobsie wouldnt want you to be sad" I looked at her. Me"I forgot to say I love you! " Zim"Entle hay hay! " Me"Get out! you'll never understand! that was my forever" Thato"I'm sorry" Me"It hurts so much.. " "Lonwabo" she was rubbing my back. Me"I need my kids right now"

Life

Diary of a cheating husband chapter 198

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"Women are the reason why men cheat. They know that too"

Chapter 198

The motion of bad news: they give you water,sit you down and tell you to come identify the body not forgetting them telling you they're very sorry for your loss. Yet they dont know Lonwabo, they have no idea how them saying sorry is just annoying because they are not sorry, they dont know us mani! Lonwabo waziwa ndim! ndim! that was my husband,the father of my kids! He drove a black MINI COOPER so why should I go identify what we all know already? do they want to tanish my husbands memory? they already told me the woman he was with in the car was in LivingStone hospit wasn't that enough mani! or there is more?? how could Lonwabo leave me! he promise today not any other day! how does he do that to me! 4 kids alone, he knows I wouldn't be able to pull it off not alone. Zim"I'll go with them" Me"Phumani! Phuma!" I took the bottle of water and threw it at them. "Get the hell out of my house!" My tears just seemed useless because they were never going to bring back my husband. Ntombi"Mama" she too was crying. Ntombi"funa tatam mna mama" I wiped my tears and took her hand leading to their bedroom. The minute I switched on the light I notice they were all awake, Seth was crying on Une's shoulder and Viwe had his head on his lap.

Seth"Mama" he came to hug me. Seth"Vi..we heard la..tat..a, is my dad.. dead? ... ma..uphi tatam" I didn't have the answers, just like him I needed Lonwabo too. I couldn't stand to see my children cry like this and its only day one. Me"I'll call grandma avah" I snuggled Ntombi next to Viwe and I went to the bathroom avoiding going in our bedroom. I called Lobsie's mother at first she didn't pick up. Ma'Lobsie"Likhona" Me"Mama cela uze" I breathed. Ma'Lobsie"Yinto na ntombi yam" Me"Please come, I'll ask Malume akulande. I need you" Ma'Lobsie"Likhona you're scaring me" I just dropped the phone, I sent Lobsie's uncle a text and then Lolo. I washed my face then took my pills, I sent Cwenga a text too then I switched off my phone. I got water for my kids and went to sit with them, Viwe had calm down but he wasn't done he seemed so lost. Une"Mama" Me"Uhm" Une"We'll help you with the tea, Viwe gave Seth and Ntombi panado" Me"Okay" I wiped my tears again. Viwe hugged me from behind and then kissed my cheeck, I turned around and wiped his tears.

The next day

Bad news spread fast, by the next morning alot of people were showing face. We had moved to Magxaki because our complex didnt allow funerals, Lolo and Zintle arrived the next day, even Lumka and Kagiso, Mbasa was writting his last paper then he promised to drive down as soon as he finished. My family came out in numbers,meaning the place in Kabega was packed. Ma'Lobsie"Likhona" Me"Mama" Ma'Lobsie"Never be too shy to ask for help, even after the funeral please dont be a stranger mtanam. You were the apple of my son' eyes and you made him happy" I had my head on her lap and Lolo was sitting next to Lonwabo's mother. Lolo"Akayenza ngabom uLonwabo baba, never think other wise. He made a vow to take care of you and that he shall do, he gave you his soul in 3 parts and those are his children make him proud by making sure his seeds grow old and make him proud" After our mini talk, we all decided the funeral should be this weekend. Me"I need answers" Lolo"Can you handle them?" Ma'Lobsie"You deserve them, its the only way your heart will be at ease" I stood up and thanked her, I drove to Livingstone hospital.

My phone rang it was Lulama, so I decided not to answer. I arrived to the hospital, the nurse at the help didn't look friendly at all but I gathered every piece of strength I had.Nurse"Molo sisi" Me"Molo sisi, izolo a woman came in here after an accident that happened eNational" Nurse"Gama" I looked dumb fast, I didnt know her I never thought Lobsie was cheating on me again. Ma"I dont know her, she was in a car with my husband when he died and I want to know why!" I wiped my tears "What she was doing in his car that's all" She was staring at me like I was stupid or something. Me"ndakucela I need to know! he promised to ne...never do it again so after 7years I have the right to know why he lied to me for her, why he wou..ld risk losing his family" Nurse"Room 345 " Me"Enkosi" I took my things and asked around where I can find that room, when I finally found it. I stood at the door asking myself what the hell is wrong with me! he cheated so what? it doesn't change how happy we were, am I bitter that I'd ruin my last memories of my husband? No women is with that! that was my soulmate and if he was cheating so be.

That was my cheating husband, he was the love of my life, my partner in crime, he was patient,loving and he was the best Goddam father. We had bad moments and alot of arguements but I woke up and went to sleep next to a man who loved me,would have done alot for me. I took walked out of that hospital happy that Lonwabo Thando Skhosane was my husband but sad that I have to say goodbye when I am not ready

Chronicles of my life

Diary of a cheating husband chapter 197

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"Women are the reason why men cheat. They know that too"

Chapter 197

3 days

Lobsie and I were in bed, we still haven't spoke about Esihle and trust me I didn't mind. I had come to this conclusion, if he killed then he did it for Ntombi and that was reason enough for me to look past everything and I didn't feel sorry for her not at all. Lobsie"Unekamva wants a phone" Me"She said that?" he laughed. Lobsie"Not in so many words" Me"Hay babe andizingeni mna, because if I buy its like am buying her love and I dont wana be that mother" He kissed me. Me"Sies that breath" Lobsie" Hahaha you're so ugly ke" Me"As if you're any better" he tickled my waist and I was laughing out loud. We shared a brief awkward moment out of no where, my body wanted him to make passionate love to me like it was our first time and I guess he felt the same because he grabbed my waist pulling me closer. We just locked eyes without talking, it was like our bodies were in charge, we kissed slowly with passion his hand on my ass and mine on his neck. He pulled away and took of my night dress and my naked body was out there for him to use to his needs.

He laid me down kissing my breast while rubbing my clit, I became wet at that moment but his eyes were still locked to mine. He stopped to look at me and then took off his boxers. Lobsie"u right?" I just nodded, andazi mani it felt like my first time,my first night with him and wedding night all combined. He inserted himself holding my hand, he moved slowly and I let out a sigh of relief. Lobsie"should I stop?" Me"a.a" he carried on, we moved in circles together. I had a tear in my eye he wiped it for me and then smiled. I kept on thinking how lucky I am to have this man for a husband, he is patient, a great father,he loves me,he listens and he is always there for me no questions asked. I realised God took his time to groom this man to be the husband I needed and Lord knows he is my everything. Lobsie"I love you" Me"I love you too" we kissed again. We had the most amazing sex we've ever had, he cuddled behind me. Me"Promise never to leave me" he kissed my shoulder. Lobsie"I promise you" I turned around to lay on his chest, so I can hear his heart beat.

I woke up Lobsie was still sleeping, I got up and wore my gown so I could check on the kids. Une"Mama" Me"Baby" she laughed. Une"Can we go to the movies today" Me"Yes, we'll go now let me bath" Seth"And Spur" Viwe"Liqaba Seth! Spur spur lets go to Wimpy mani" we all laughed. Me"What does Ntombi want?" Ntombi"Pizza mama" I left them arguing about food. I took a shower and then wore a dress. Me"Babe" I shook Lobsie for him to wake up. Lobsie"mamabo" we both laughed. Me"taking the kids to the Boardwalk" Lobsie"Take your key, I still have to go see Tat'Jama about Mbasa" Me"What time are you leaving?" Lobsie"around 3, but I'll drive back" I kissed him then stood up, he pulled my hand and we kissed again. Lobsie"you're beautiful" I laughed. Me"Have a safe trip babe" I left with the kids. We watched 2 different movies because Ntombi wanted everyone watch the movie she and her father already watched. Seth"mama" Me"heh?" Seth"Uthule wena" Me"I'm watching a movie" Seth"Mama yaz taka Une is a doctor" Me"Yes, yours is a lawyer " Seth"hayi akaphangeli tata tshini Nolhiza" I wanted to laugh but I decided not too. Me"bukela movie" Seth"Hayi we talking mama, so when will you give me money" Me"Ndakubetha ne" Seth"Chill Nolhiza" he giggled. The movie finally ended. We went to get pizza, they orderd 2 large pizza. Une"You're a cool mom" I smiled at her, I drove to Kabega around 7.

We ate Lobsie was still not back, my phone rang it was Zim. Me"Hey " Zim"I am on my way there ava, with the twins. I just need to rest in a peaceful place" Me"I'll wait up for you" Zim"thank you" I sat on the couch one by one my devils went to sleep ngaphandle ko Ntombi. Me"awozeli?" Ntombi" No, waiting for tata" Me"lala baby, I'll wake you up when he gets here" the door opened it was Zim with the twins. She was in tears. Zim" I need you so much right now" she threw herself on my shoulder. Me"I'm here for"

Ntombi"Mapolisa" Zim moved from my shoulder, we both turned around. Ntombi being scared of the police hid behind me. Me"Hello,can we help?" Police1"We would like ti speak to Mrs Skhosana" one of them looked at Zim and his face turned red, he helped Zim to sit her down. Police2"Mrs Skhosana we have bad news about your husband" Police1"Mam please bring her some water" I gave him the water bottle and they let Zimkita have some water. Police1"Your husband was involved in a car accident ........" I just screamed after hearing "he didn't make it"

Not Lonwabo wam

Diary of a cheating husband chapter 196

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Chapter 196

I woke up the next morning way before Lobsie, even surprised I fell asleep with all the excitment/ fear but hey time waits for no man or woman in my case. I took a shower and wore a dress because we were also going to Lobsie's house to fetch the kids. Lobsie"Bhinqa Entle" Me"Dont act smart, I took out a scaf already tshini" Lobsie"Baby please iron for me" I took his clothes and did as instructed while he took a shower. Lobsie got done and we eventually left for the airport, he kept on looking at me while driving. Lobsie"Dont be a bitch, chill" I laughed. Me"Dont nag a bitch, I got this" we both laughed,when we arrived at the airport I made Lobsie speak to Lulama to prove there are no grey areas. Lobsie"Kuthwa she has your picture so uzokubona" Me"Did he bitch?" Lobsie"hahaha nah he wasn't himself for once" Me"Hahaha baby daddy drama" he looked at me "too soon?" Lobsie"hahaha I can imagine Lulama acting like a crazy ass skank" I was in tears with laughter. Lobsie"Babe her flight just arrived" I stopped laughing right then just my palms started to sweat. Me"I am scared" Lobsie"Good" he got up from his chair to go look for Unekamva leaving me there.

Narative*

Cwenga was speaking to Bukho on the phone after he heard one of the worst news not sad but the worst. Cwenga"B are you sitting down?" Bukho"Yeah, dont be dramatic thetha" Cwenga breathed out loud. "So I heard from Sivu they found Esihle" Bukho has been worried because she wasn't answering her phone and she wasn't at her place,regardless of everything a part of him still cared about Esihle. Bukho"Phi? I'll get the first flight out to Cape town" Cwenga"In Khayelitsha, she was shot to death 3 bullets clean shots" Bukho"What?" that was all he could say. Cwenga"Mfethu I'll it sink in kuwe then we will talk later" he didn't reply but dropped the phone. He hurried upstairs and started packing his work things, when he was done he took his house and car keys going straight to the nursery to kiss the twins. Zim"Yaphi?" pointing at the bag. Bukho"Esihle got shot dead, something just doesn't seem right about all of this" he could see Zim was beyond annoyed. Zim"so you're leaving us to investigate your ex gf's death?" Bukho" Please dont take it personal" Zim"It is though, the minute we got married previous partners stopped being a priority and the day I gave birth you bacame a father" Bukho"I know" Zim"no you dont, so let me make it easy for you. If you leave us I take my kids and move back to Durbs, or you go back up stairs unpack and play happy family with us" Bukho giggled a little. Bukho"Cute but you signed a spouse agreement of no divorce for atleast 3 years and if you do leave you dont take my kids under any condition. So you're stuck with me and really you should read the fine print" Zim laughed too and then kissed his forehead " Oh but baby I do, and I watch suits I saw the loop hole too. If I feel mistreated or any type of abuse I deserve a divorce and joint custody of the twins, so dont threaten me if you thought Entle was crazy I can be worse" she kissed his forehead "Let me go prepare lunch for us" she walked out of the nursery chilled as fuck.

Lonwabo&Entle

Lobsie came back holding une's bag, she didnt greet me. Me"Hi ndingu Entle" Une"Ndakwazi mama, I have seen the pictures" Lobsie wanted to laugh but didn't. Me"oh okay" she looked so coloured, with caramel skin and natural afro. Lobsie" Lets go fetch the others then we go to Spur" Une"I am not a fan of red meat" Lobsie looked at me and the whispered "she is 12 right" I nodded. We arrived in Magxaki, Lobsie got off to fetch the kids while his mom came to the car to greet Une. Ma'Lobsie"Likhona fana nawe ngqo" I laughed. Me"Nam I was just as shocked" Ma'Lobsie"Dont rush things ke, you have all the time in the world" I nodded. Me"Enkosi mama" Ntombi came running to the car followed by her brothers. Viwe"Mamam" I smiled at him. They all jumped in the car and we left for Summerstrand because Lobsie wanted to take pictures of everyone. Seth"mama" Me"Hmm" Seth"who this" Me"Ask her" Une laughed. Viwe"Seth subuza bafo" Bafo? since when? hahaha.

We arrived at Spur and placed an order while Seth felt the need to tell everyone that he knows where I met Lobsie. We carried on talking even about Cpt, Une seemed to be having fun. We took pictures making fun faces, Ntombi loved Une to a point where she if she could stay with us. Seth came to whisper in my ear "mama two boys two girls, no more others" I laughed so hard, my phone interrupted me,it was a text from Thato.

"so Esihle was found dead, shot to death. just thought you should know"

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Society strikes again on ruining lives, I always say this alot is expected from women in such early stages too. Hence I dont judge nor do I applaud a pregnant 13 year old, she has been told what to not to do what who did wrong instead of being told 'Out there you'll find dick,it is so nice especially without a condom but with that being said it adds to the population which decreases the things I get for you' black parents have made sex and pregnancy taboo, dont say its respect its annoying as fuck! Just wished I said that to them when they took my kid but ey I couldn't because I was already told that society called me 'Ihule' yet the very same people ended up with 'TB' touchè right?

'Entle' I was already in bed because he has been gone for so long with my kids, plus I wanted to sleep early because I had to fetch Unekamva was arriving tomorrow morning. Me"Velaphi?" Lobsie"Entle wakhe just one time wandi thanda? like how deep is that love shallow baby pool dosnt like a bad answer too" I didn't answer, he sat on the edge of the bed. Lobsie"I've hurt you alot in the past fuck and I hate that about me, I showed you whoring on another still level kuwe but you still stayed. Sorry for being drunk but unlike you I am a coward" didn't say a word. Lobsie"We tried again after a messy marriage, I proved myself to you and everyone else. I loved you to core but the said thing about love its never enough nor does it ever balances out. I love you more thsn you love me, sometimes you forget to pretend the love you have for me. I've always known Entle but I waited for you to say something, I hated how you didnt trust me enough to tell me your secret. I noticed a pattern with your depression every from december you'd lose your mind 6days before Xmas then I called your dad when he told me what he did to you I cried so much, at St Anthony's you would always seem like you waiting for someone.

You were not hurt when Esihle aborted our baby just pissed that you didn't think of it first. Resent me for saying that but I know you Entle, when things cut deep you run away from everything instead that time you hubted down Thato and that was it" I just let my tears pour out in bulks and he kept on wiping his. "You cheated on me with Lulama I forgave you, you ran after Khaya when you heard his mother passed away I forgave, I lost my memory what did you do? you got a job as far away from me,you were never home and most of the time you were crying I was confused why because I didn't remember us or you were too quick to give up" Me"Lonwabo" Lobsie"Dont get me wrong Entle, I know you loved me in your own way. You were there when we didn't have shit, after our huge ass wedding,when SARS took what was theirs you stood by me when all seemed lost and you lovef my son like he was your own I know that aint easy. I didn't forget the good times but today my mom told me something I didn't or never wanted to realise" he breathed and then looked at me. "She said you love me so much that you forgot who Entle is or what Entle wants, you became my shadow over the years you forgot your dreams because your parents told you as a wife your husbands dreams are worth more than your own, but now you breaking free and you resent me because I set you back with two kids and I made you a house wife" Me"No! dont you dare I love my kids" Lobsie"I know baby I do know that and no one will take them away from you" he kissed my forehead. Me"Lonwabo I know what you'll say but please dont not now" Lobsie"When Entle? I am so old for mind games, found myself hitting you and I have never done that. I told you I love you, i'll wait for you to figure what you want. Go on holiday, or something if the freedom is lovely we'll divorce share the rights to our kids and if you return I wont ask shit I will just welcome you back and we fix the tracks together" He stood up and took a pillow. Lobsie"Goodnight Entle" I didnt reply I just looked at him,he walked out without saying anything then the door slammed.

Then right there everything started to sink in, I just let my tears fall. I called Zim but her phone was off, I tried Kathy and straight to voicemail so I called my mother. Lolo"Ekuseni kangaka Entle" Me"mama" I could hear she was shocked that I called her that. Lolo"Sukhala baby wam" Me"Lonwabo is leaving me and its all my fault, this time I dont blame him at all" Lolo"I told you this and I'll tell you again 'I"stopped existing the minute youu said 'I do' .Self pity mtanam won't fix your marraige instead it makes it worse. and Entle" Me"ma?" Lolo"I know you've lost alot and been through hell and back but mtanam God didn't forget you yeva?" Me"Ewe" Lolo"It was never your fault,so cry mtanam until you can't because you're allowed too" we said our goodbyes and I thanked her. I got out of bed and went to the lounge, Lobsie was laying on the big one.

Me"move over please"" he moved and I cuddled behind him. Me"I love you alot and I want to fix things with you" Lobsie"As long as you trying I am willing to stay" Me"Please accompany to fetch my daughter tomorrow" he turned around and kissed my forehead. Lobsie"I thought you'd never ask"

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I knew it! I knew it! how could I be so stupid! really though, I've watched this story before and I never have a happy ending, yeah time will fool me but it always go back to the sad times. She is 12 now,the last time I saw her was after I pushed her out! I didn't even hold her, I would cry to my mom and tell her I could her the baby crying at night,sometimes it felt like she was crying next to me but over the years the nightmare stopped. I remember I used to stalk Lulama,asking him how my daughter was but he couldn't tell me much because the child went to stay with his grandmother. I promised my father I'll stop trying over inyala lam in exchange for him to forgive me. I did exactly that Lulama and I stopped talking about the baby, he eventually moved. Even when he came back he didn't mention her and I didn't ask, I mean I had Seth and Lonwabo then plus I was getting married, Zimkita would ask if I dont ever think about her and I wont lie I did but over the years the imagine of her faded with time. Was I wrong? to hide my child? no let me rephase to hide the child that I never knew? if so then why dont I feel guilty? instead I hate Lulama for trying to ruin my happiness.

Me"Lulama" Lulama"Entle" Me"How is she? does she look like me? does she hate me?" he didn't answer, then after a while. "Hello? mama nguwe?" my heart froze, I dropped the phone at that moment and paced around the room. I took my phone and called Zimkita. Zim"Hey" Me"I just spoke to her! Zimkita she called me mama! ndithini?" I wont lie I felt so dirty at that moment, my past came into action every mistake played out. Zimkita"Breathe!" I did as instructed, call Lonwabo and tell him everything before Lulama beats you to it. 12 yrs was a long time ago, you didn't know him nor did you think today would ever happen. If he throws you out,so be it but that's your daughter and we both know Lulama wouldn't use your child to get to you" Me"I'm scared" Zim"then that means everything will be fine" I heard Lobsie's voice so I told Zim I'll update her later. Lobsie"Entle" Me"Bedroom" he stood at the door and smiled at me. Lobsie"Whats wrong baby" he hugged me. Me"I love you" Lobsie"I love you too" I took his hand and sat him next to me. Me"Lulama called me today"

Lobsie"Entle" Me"Let me explain, we have a past and it goes beyond him being the guy who took my virginity but he fathered my first child" Lobsie laughed. Me"She is twelve and Lulama said she has been asking about me, he made her speak to me but I hung up on her" He didn't say anything. Me"I dont know her though not the way I know Seth and Ntombi, Lulama took her away from me after I gave birth and my parents didn't stop them" He laughed again. Me"say something" I wiped my tears. Lobsie"Ndithini Entle?" Me"Anything dont just sit there" Lobsie"I've been married to you for 7 years that's excluding our first marriage, we have shared a bed all these years how did you forget to mention a child! its not clothing babe ngumntana!" he laughed again. "Is that why you hated Seth so much? because you thought I would take him away from you? how deep do your demons run kanti? I always assume I know then you throw a bomb at me! I could stand here and say bring the child because I am your husband but I cant get myself to say that because you've never warned me about it" Me"I wanted to believe me I tried" He slapped me, it happened so fast I stood there shocked as hell.

"I try Entle fuck I put up with everything but wena you failed to tell me this one thing! Lulama has fucked you and disrespected me infront of my friends, you stood there and defended him because you have a love child together? is that how it goes? he gets you pregnant you two have some dramatic end!" Me"Lonwabo" Lonwabo"Fuck you!" he took his phone and car keys, I grabbed his hand trying to pull him back. Me"Lets talk!" he pushed me. Lobsie"Talk? now you want to talk, hay doesn't work that way" Me"Lonwabo if you walk out that door, that means you walking out on me,your kids and everything we've worked for" he looked down on me because I was in the floor. Lobsie"No I'm walking out on you" he took off his wedding ring and threw it at me. I watched him walk out of the door. I just cried, I sat there and I cried loud ingathi I just heard someone I love passed away.

I sent Lulama a text "My life always falls apart when ever I interact with you, its a pattern and one that has to end. I'll see my daughtet but I dont want anything to do with you" he replied "I never wanted to hurt you,not then and not now. You may hate me now but dont punish Unekamva because of our mistakes"

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Lobsie"I dont care how happy I am! you and I are brothers, we share each others pain! I hate what you and Thato did but I hate you for not crying kum we always share our pain" Cwenga"You have no idea how I tried to call but then drop. I didn't expect him to pass, yeah at first we knew it would happen but over the years we started to have faith. So me calling you would mean I was accepting his death and I haven't , I look at Thato and Bonga then my faith is restored but doesn't feel the void" Lobsie was just crying with his bestfriend, they agreed not to tell Bukho not now anyway. Me"Can I get anyone coffee" Lobsie" can we talk in the car," I nodded and we went to the parking lot. Lobsie"I love you, you and our children. You humble me,yea its not always rosey but you're worth every speed bump baby. Entle Skhosana dont you ever leave me and if you do death should be the reason that way I will follow" he wiped his tears. Me"I love you too baby and I'll never leave you" Lobsie and I have this bad habit, when the going gets tough or when we tell each other how we feel we break the awkwardness with having sex but not tonight instead he held my hand and we walked back to the others.

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"Push Mrs Nombewu we are almost done" Zim held on to Bukho's hand tight, they shared a moment when their eyes met suddenly he felt a tingle in his stomach. She wasn't just Entle's naive friend that he just used for sex and while paying damages his father forced to marry too,suddenly she wasn't a burden to him but the mother of his kids not just some girl who ruined what he had with Esihle, it went beyond that now he wanted to know her share a joke with her not just fuck and leave but fuck and cuddle and maybe fall inlove with her. Suddenly felt the edge to tell her 'I like you' he let out a grin because of the thought. Bukho"Thank you" he kissed her forehead, Zim just looked up and nodded. Hurt at the pain she just endured while giving birth but that was worth it type of pain but Bukho saying 'thank you' didn't sit well with her at all, she suddenly saw a glimpse of their future. Cold and lonely but it was a small price to pay because she'd be with her kids and who knows she might meet someone. A tear fell from her eye the thought of being 28 with twins and a demanding job, yeah meeting someone seemed unlikely. She looked at Bukhi again and wondered will she have to watch him bring girls to their house everyday and pretend to be fine with it? she decided tomorrow she will call her father and tell him to speak with the Nombewu family,make new arrangements. She thought to herself 'Should have used a condom'. Dr"Congratulations Mrs Nombewu" Zim and Bukho just smiled as they were handed their babbies. His thoughts 'She is so beautiful like her mother' Her thoughts'I pray you'll forgive me when I leave your father' Bukho and Zim just looked at each other with huge awkward smiles.

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Thato and Cwenga left that night for Cape Town after Zim finaly gave birth, Bukho being Bukho named his son Athenkosi after Lobsie told him about Athi's tragic passing, they named the girl Banothando. We haven't seen the twins though tradition. Lobsie and I drove to KwaMagxaki that night we slept next to our children. Something about death that makes you question time and a birth of a new baby that makes you look forward to the future. Me"Thank you God" I cuddled my family until we fell asleep that night. Today Viwe was coming for March holidays, Lobsie went to fetch him while I baked with my two angels/lil devils. Ntombi"Yhoo mama" I knew she wanted to gossip. Me"what did Seth do?" Ntombi"mxm yeka va" I laughed. Seth"Masihlebe nge English" I laughed. Me"Why must we gossip" Seth"Heh she has a boyfriend ke" I giggled. Me"How do you know" Seth"Ntombi is sister of mine tsh mama" Ntombi" mxm nadika apha ninani! " she looked so much like Lobsie tjo,especially when she is angry. Me"Xolo nana wam" Seth"come you ugly person" he laughed. Me"Tsek wena" he took Ntombi to the lounge and they watched tv together, whispering. Seth"Mama please come here" I went because I was curious. Seth"Muffins njani when today we go to Spur" Ntombi"Ewe mama ewe" now they ganging up on me. Me"a.a we going to the Boardwalk when Viwe gets here" My phone was ringing so I ran to it before I answered more questions. Caller id made me sceptical about answering but I did anyway.

Lulama"Entle" Me"Lama" He breathed. Lulama"She is asking about you again, I think its time" Me"no no no! dont do that to me, your family took her away from me. You all made me move on like she doesn't exist so why now" I really cry alot. Lulama"I know but Entle she needs you now, my parents passed away and so did yours. Now tell me whats stopping you from getting to know your daughter"

We all have a past

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Lobsie"You good?" I hand a heineken on one hand and a blunt on the other. Me"More than good babe, you enjoying your day" he whispered in my ear "wen they leave I want a repeat of yesterday" I laughed. Me"not everyday is your bday tshn" Lobsie"quicky later today?" I winked and left to speak to Khaya. Me"Tall dark and handsome" Khaya"Miss party looking sexy friend?" Me"hahaha friend? stay in your lane Mr Williams" Khaya"Arg I missed you,well not you but the normal you this you" Me"that's a lot of you" Khaya"try being drunk and twang,hard work I tell" Thato came to join us and Khaya burst out with laughter. " dude you dated my uncle" we all laughed. Me"Hahahaha you're high" Thato" hahaha but Khaya where is the chill" Khaya" you're a legend in my family, they still talk about you" Me"hahaha she is married now so your family should chill" Thato"have you guys seen Cwenga?" Khaya"Went to search for more music, probably inside" Thato left Khaya and I talking to go find Cwenga.

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Thato"Siya dont you know where he is?" Siya"Seth's room" she went to look for husband,chilled though because she wasn't expecting the worst. She opened the door and the sight of Cwenga on the floor broke her heart,she went in took a pillow and sat next to her crying husband. Thato"You want us to leave" Cwenga"then we'll have to explain why we leaving" Thato"Our son died and we burried him, your family didn't want me to attend my son's funeral" Cwenga side eyed her and Thato quickly wiped her tears. Cwenga"Thato I'm trying!" Thato"So am I but I haven't grieved, there is no timeline to crying for your son" Cwenga"Umna Thato? what about me? between wiping your tears and explaining to Bonga that Athi will never come back! I cant even cry to my friends because they're finally happy and I cant bring them down with my news" they hugged each other. Thato"I miss him, I keep on waiting to wake up from this nightmare. It hurts Cwenga " Cwenga"I know baby I know" she carried on crying, the baby kicked she pulled away from the hug and took his hand. Cwenga"He finally kicks when daddy is around" Thato"hahaha I think he was saying happy birthday to Lobsie" Cwenga forced a kiss on her lips. Cwenga"I love you" Thato"I love you too babe" Cwenga"Wash your ugly face and go join the others" Thato"hahaha babe please go to your friends too" Cwenga"I promise I will go, just want to gather my emotions" they kissed again and she went out to join her friends.

The party went on and I am super glad to say there was no drama at all, Lobsie and I kept on having sex every chance we got. Zimkita already left because she was due any day so she didn't want to risk it, so they left the party. Me"I need to lay down tjo" Thato"I'll join you" we walked to my bedroom. Me"are you fine?" Thato"Yea, pregnancy is just heavy on me" I laughed at her. Me"two more months friend" Thato"and a life time of hardwork,did you speak to Lolo" Me"Yea, driving down monday" Thato"Will you ever forgive her? hinestly" Me"A day ago my answer would have been no, but after my talk with Seth I realised my anger towards Lolo was pulling me back, plus I am not getting any younger I cant nurse a grugde" Thato"I hate how life didn't give us a chance to breathe before it gave us hard time" Me"pun" She laughed. Thato"should have used a condom" we both laughed. Thato"but really being a mother has humbled me to the core, I look at things differently like before I buy clothes for me I would buy for Athi and Bonga then buy a pair of shoes for me. Point is we stop being selfish at some point and we live for other people. My children are my life and I think you being angry at Lolo has delayed you my friend" Me"I am sober" she laughed. Thato"I have something to tell you" Me"Yea" Thato"Thank you for Lulama, God knows I didn't expect you to do that for my family. He tried his best at the time, we already thanked him" she wiped her tears. Thato"Last week Athi fell while he was playing with Bonga then had a seizure so he rushed him to hospital" she was breathing heavy. "Entle I hate this moment right here, telling someone else besides Cwenga because that means I am admitting to myself...her phone rang. "Hello" Cwenga"baby Zimkita is in labour, they're in Greenacres hospital" Thato"go we will follow" she told me what was happening, I took my car keys and drove to Greenacres with Kathy and Thato.

When we arrived, we saw Lobsie and Cwenga standing at the help desk. I noticed something on Thato's dress sleeve. Me"he passed away ne" Lobsir"who?" Cwenga just nodded. Lobsie hugged his friend, Kathy and I hugged Thato. She just cried her lungs out not holding back anything. Lobsie"Kat please get a bed for her" I just cried too, looking at Cwenga cry made me even weaker. Lobsie"You shouldn't be here" Cwenga"We had to be here, you guys are our family"

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I looked at my the time 23:55 ,five minutes before my husband turns 36. Me"Thato did you bring the song?" they all laughed. Kathy"You really doing it?" I nodded. Zim"I am 100% behind you, Lobsie deserves it" I opened the trench coat,showing them whats underneath. Khanya"Omg! that is all I can say to you" I asked Kathy to buy me sexy underwear so I can give myself as a gift to Lobsie. So she bought a lacy black number,it was skippy yet sexy in a classy way. Zim"Hay cover up tsek! mother of two looking yummy mtchanam rhaa Entle" Me"You guys good mos? see you in the morning" I took Thato's phone and left, sent Lobsie a text to come quickly. I downed a short of Vodka to calm myself,I dimmed the light and sat on a chair waiting for Lobsie. He opened the door. Lobsie"babe?" Me"come sit" I stood up for him, I wont lie I was scared as hell but the vodka was kicking in, he then sat on the chair looking confused. Me"Happy birthday babe, I know I say this often but never show it but baby I love you and tonight I want to kick start your birthday with something different" Lobsie"lucky me" I switched on Dance for you by Beyonce, I said a lil prayer to prevent me from singing along then I took off the coat. Lobsie"Fuck you're sexy" guess that was enough motivation.

The song started and I locked the door, I tried to do almost everything Beyonce does on the video. I went to him and waved my ass infront off his face,dropping to the floor. I gave him a lap dance, I had the song on repeat so I was in no hurry. I saw his boner and winked at him, I went to sit on him grinding ontop of him. He grabbed me then we kissed, I pulled away from him taking off my underwear in slow motion but still moving to the song. I took his hand so he could stand up. Lobsie"Tjo" I was now naked,so he moved me to our bed and laid me down. Lobsie"now let me show you how thankful I am" He kissed my whole body kisses trailing to my honey pot, he took my legs putting them on his shoulders he sticked his tongue in. Me"mmmm" he carried on sucking and licking his tongue playing in my honey pot. I took his head making him go deeper and he did as instructed. I realised right after that and he sucked my cum as usual, we kissed. Lobsie"relax I'll do all the work" he flipped me around and I welcomed him as the good wife I am. He entered and then pulled out, he repositioned himself the went in moving in all angles not leaving any stoned unturned. Me"ahhhh" Lobsie"yes baby" I grabbed on to the sheets but that wasn't enough, pleasure was just pouring out of my ears I was so loud. Me"Deeper baby...Yes! ahhh" He pulled out and we looked at each other and laughed because we knew everyone could hear us. Me"its our house wethu" I went on top of him inserting myself and I rode him,going slow I turned around to do reverse cowgirl. We picked up the pace until he came "Happy birthday baby" Lobsie"great one by far" I cuddled on him until he fell asleep, I got out of bed to switch off the music then fell asleep too.

Thato"Rhaaa this room smells like ass" Zim"Vuka vuka!" I opened my eyes and laughed. Me"uphi Lobsie?" Zim"Even when she wakes up! they went to buy meat" Thato"Get up its after 10,sies Entle you guys made us listen to you having sex" Me"But you knew mos" Zim"Khanya was so traums that she left with Kathy to sleep at Khaya's place" Zim"Heh! worse Thato and Cwenga were inspired by you guys, they left me and hubby to go do shameful things" we laughed. I got out of bed and I wore my sweat pants with a vest. Thato"Ladies today be alert! hoes will be on a high. We may be happily married but these hoes got no chill so we have to be on the look out" Zim"We were once those whores hahaha" Me"oh karma you dirty bitch" We went to the kitchen preparing snacks and putting the alcohol in those dust bins. Zim"I'll take a quick nap before everyone gets here" Me"You can use our room" Zim"Rhaa ndinuke uLobsie nawe ngeke" I laughed. Around 3pm a few of Lobsie's friends started arriving and I still hadn't bathed, my pregnant friends were sleeping so thr only help I had was Kathy. Me"Go bath i'll finish here" I carried on with cleaning up, the guys were watching a soccer match while waiting for the other guest.

I took a shower and wore a short summer dress tied my hair in a clumpsy bun. Lobsie"baby iza" Me"give me 3 minutes" I quickly changed the dress to wear a black ankle grazer with an over sized white beater and a demin jacket. Thato"You look good calm down" Me"Arg you always say that" Thato"Xoli is here chatting up my husband" I laughed we went up to the people.

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I wont lie my marriage with Lobsie was getting better by the day, with the kids at school it gave us more time to bond and believe me you we bonded. The sex was more than amazing, we did it everyday and every we'd try new things google was our bestfriend. Seth and Ntombi felt left out when we would giggle alone, so they decided to die down the war but with conditions that they get a tv in their room, Spur twice a month, lol Ntombi wanted a gold fish and Seth told her she is crazy "that thing will get big and eat mama" lmao question is out of e everyone in the house the fish would eat but that statement made me realise Seth was really mad at me more than he was with Lobsie and my past with Seth this right here would be expected. So Lobsie and I decided I spend a day with him, tell him everything because he was really growing up and it would suck for someone else to tell my child things that I was suppose to tell him.

Friday morning I decided they shouldn't go to school because tomorrow we were having Lobsie's birthday party he was turning 36, so Seth and I were going to Metlife to buy the needed things. Seth"Ntombi coming?" Me"just you and me" he seemed sceptical but he took the bait and we left, in the car he didn't say much but we dont stay far from Makro so the car ride was quick when we got there still things were awkward but I didn't want to push it. We spoke about Viwe playing rugby and how he doesn't like that sport, we spoke about Ntombi having an afro lol appearently she looks dirty with that hair so wr should cut it TF but I listened to my second husband. Seth"Mama yaz at school they say I am a white xhosa" I laughed. Me"nyani" Seth"so now my name will be Anathi not Seth" that hurt me alot,but I just nodded. We paid for our things, I decided to talk to him at the beach so I drove to summerstrand. Me"Undiqumbele?" I wanted to hear him admit he is mad at me. Seth"ma?" I side eyed him and carried on driving. We arrived at Kings beach, I bought him Ice cream and we sat on the sand. Seth"Mama xolo" Me"nam xolo" we kept quiet. Me"Yazi I love you, I know I dont always show it which is quite ironic because I've always vowed to be different from my mother. Since the day you were born things were never easy between us, I remember the first time I held you..." I reflected to the first day I saw Seth. "You were so tiny, you looked so much like your father it was scary I couldn't get myself to bond with you the first months were the worst, I hated every moment with you but it wasn't your fault nor was it anyone's fault. I dealt with that and I loved you protected you, even you staying with Lolo wasn't up to me but they didn't think I was fit enough to be a mother. In our old house you've seen me at my worst and I hate that, but Seth I try and I will always try. I'm nothing like these other mothers, I have issues and they sometimes get the better of me but I love you. I know if I didn't leave Esihle wouldn't have made your sister bleed, daddy is always at work but that's not an excuse" I wiped my tears. "Dont feel forced to forgive me but just know I am trying nam, you may not know it now but people make mistakes but its how they learn from those mistakes that matters" He was playing with his fingers. Me"yayazi mos english" he hit my arm. Seth"yes" he stood up and hugged me from behind then kissed my cheeck. Seth"I dont want another mommy tshini" I laughed "Mama you cry all the day tjo! hay sad all the time" I burst out with laughter. We took a walk towards Cubana. Me"I met your dad here" Seth"Tshesa mama" I laughed, we walked to our car talking.He even told me Viwe has a girlfriend that's a 'mlungu' but the girlfriend doesn't know they are dating,we spoke about Qhama Mbasa's gf and Lobsie's big tummy. To say the least my day with my son went better than I expected.

I dropped Setg at Lobsie's mom, Ntombi was already there. He kissed and hugged me, even told me 'good night' I reminded them to pray. I drove back to Kabega with a huge smile on my face, felt like life just threw me a huge bone and it was lekker to eat. I arrived at home I saw the CA number plates and I knew my people were here. I took the things out of the car and went inside.Me"I need man power, my car has all the alcohol and snacks" Bukho"Your car must be having a party" I laughed, he and Cwenga went to help Lobsie. Siyanda"Entle can you greet" I kissed his forehead, then Kathy's lips. Me"Where is everyone else" Kathy"They're making punch in the kitchen, have you seen the stats of this weekend" Me"Zim and Thato cannot drink nor get baked, which means you and I will be wasted" Kathy"Yey! got the trees" Me"Lets get baked" we laughed, I went to greet in the kitchen. Me"Khanya ka Khaya" she laughed. Thato"This is not awkward at all" Zim"why would it be awkward? they shared a dick hahaha" Khanya"You girls dont hold back do you?" Me"you haven't seen anything" Kathy"Zimmy got preggies with Bukho's kids but she was a side chick who does that?" Zim"Tsek! you've tasted black dick can you blame me?" Thato"I can! you screwed Bukho in my bed" Kathy"Entle had sex in your kitchen, whats your point?" we laughed. Khanya"Where is the chill" Me"Frozen baby" we carried on talking. Khanya" wait is that why you and Bukho wanted Khaya and I to be witnesses eHome Affairs?" we all looked at Zim. Thato"Njakazi" I laughed.

Kathy"shhhhh do you hear that" We all kept quiet but we didnt hear anything. Khanya"I dont hear anything" Kathy "My point exactly, that's life without Esihle! PEACEFUL"

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1 month later

Seth wasn't speaking to Lobsie and I which I found really weird, I get he was growing up but faster than I wanted him too. Lobsie told his friends Bukho and Cwenga about his decision to move back to PE, because of the non compete they all signed they agreed the firm will have an office in PE, it was only fair they did that plus it meant Lobsie still got to do what he loves. I on the hand decided not to even tell Lolo what went down with Ntombi, to avoid her telling me how to take care of my kids. We decided to get a place in Kabega again but different complex, things were happening so fast. Lobsie managed to pull some strings and he got Seth in St Marks primary, then Ntombi went to a creche in Westering. Mbasa on the hand, had the place in Cape Town to himself he wasn't expect to move to move with us although Lumka was against Mbasa staying in Cpt alone but Nmmu doesn't have medicine so we had no choice. Lobsie and were stay at home parents, he had paper work and confrence calls with his clients and I had tv keeping me company. We spoke about Esihle and I wont lie Lobsie's anger scared me a little bit. He kept on repeating that he'll kill Esihle but he wanted to make het suffet first, that type of talk didn't sit well with me but ey I doubt Lobsie could kill. Thato was now six months preggies and Lulama had really came through for Athi, he hadn't found a heart as yet but he got someone to prep him and reoperate on him just to keep his blood flow normal. Him and I were noy talking and trust me I didn't mind.

Me"Lowabo" he had his head on my lap. Lobsie"nop, its only cool when Kathy does it" Me"mxm yadika" Lobsie"What time are you meeting up with Zimkita" Me"I'll fetch my arch enemy first and then the side kick" he laughed, this were intense kule ndlu, our kids were mad at us well Seth was angry and Ntombi was just copying Seth but I loved it not that they were not talking to us, the unity they had formed it was really cute. Lobsie"hahaha nah leave I'll take them to Spur and this fight will end, then I'll get Seth a bicycle and a dolls for Ntombi" Me"bribe? that's such a lawyer move" Lobsie"Nope, I am fixing my family with nice things" I kissed him. Me"Let me get ready baby" I went to take a shower, I did my hair didn't know what to wear so I asked Zim where we going after while she sent a text "Primi hurry up" I wore white skinny jeans with a navy blue blouse and dark blue heels tied my hair in a sloppy bun and wore shades. Me"babe I am leaving" Lobsie"hay hay! masambe! I will drop you off, you're cheating on me Radi" I kissed his lips. Lobsie"Tonight daddy will enter you and bless you while teaching you the law" I laughed"I cant wait" I took my phone,putting everything in my clutch bag and drove to summerstrand.

I parked my car and took my shit. I called Zim "Babe uphi?" Zim"Nyuka I can see you" I hung up and went to her. Me"Dude! what the hell" she looked so big, unlike the normal Zim she was wearing a Maxi dress and uggs with a denim jacket. Zim"Just sit down! I already got your Jam jar" Me"What kind" Zim"Crenberry, chill I know your poisin" Me"and wena? I know I haven't seen you in quite sometime but hell you've grown" she stood up and laughed. Me"suxoka" she was pregnant, not just preggies but heavly preg. Me"You failed to tell me this?" Zim"I wanted too, but babe you've had a rough year and me telling you about my pregnancy didn't seem fair at all" Me"Whats with you and Thato,I'm a big girl I can handle myself" she liftes her eyebrows giving me that 'dont lie look' Me"whatever" the waiter came with a juice for her and Jam jar for me. Me"shot of black label, make it neat" Zim"Entle" Me"Hay hay dont judge me" we carried on talking. Me"Does Bukho know?" Zim"Yeah staying with his aunt in Lovemore heights" Me"secrets are the theme of the day" Zim"Its not like that, Esihle doesn't know too and I found out I was pregnant two montha after what she did to you. So he suggested I move here, plus being pregnant with twins doesn't give me a fighting chance" Me"Pregnancy looks good on you" We stayed in summerstrand until 8pm, I drove home thinking about my day with Zimkita and how everyone was happy around me that gave me hope no lies. I arrived at home Ntombi was sleeping and Seth was watching tv with Lobsie. I went straight to the bathroom and shaved my honey pot lol took a bath just to kill time then I wore my sexy undies. I waited for Lobsie until he finally came.

Lobsie"But my wife you're hot" he climbed on the bed and kissed my tummy. I pushed him aside then got on top of him, we kissed while I kept on grinding on his cock. I moved over so he can take off his pants he was rock hard, I grabbed it and kissed it. I sucked like I was eating my favourite ice cream, he grabbed my head making me go deeper I even licked his nuts lol. Lobsie"Shit" I knew he was about to come. so I sucked harder and he came in my mouth, he lifted me from the bed putting my legs on his waist. He pounded me making me bounce up and down, he kissed my mouth and it was still filled with cum, I looked at him and we laughed. We carried on our session in bed and he pulled out and went down on me, I lifted my head bitting my lips to look at him. Me"baby aaaah" I came and he licked every bit of my cum he then came up to me and we kissed.

Lobsie"Yhooooo" he kissed my forehead. Me"poooooh cum mouth" Lobsie"You're such a freak" Me"so are you tshini" we spoke until he fell asleep.

My nigga ♥

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I replied to Lobsie "No you didn't rape me, sorry for giving you that idea. We'll talk wen you get here, please pack my clothes too. Got school monday" I sent another one "I love you baby, I love hoe you've been there for your family. We'll be fine again" I took off my dress and dozed off.

I woke up the next morning a hand was on my waist and I knew it was Lobsie. Lobsie"Finally" I giggled. "baby you snore tjo" Me"liar" he kissed me. Me"feels awkward sleeping in this bed" Lobsie"Hahaha was expecting that from you, I also tapped you here mos" Me"Hahaha remember when we did it outside" Lobsie"Nothing beats the night I snicked you in, baby yazi ndaku winner wena" I hit his shoulder. Lobsie"hahaha I remember Thato tried to cock block me! Telling you not to go home with me but you told her to chill you can handle this mistake" I was so ashamed of myself. Lobsie"Baby you were my one night stand and then my wife, pussy so tight made a nigga wife you! take five my nigger" We shade a high five. Me" We fucked that night, you even fell in the kitchen. I think that's why your mother didn't like me" Lobsie"Nah mama loved Alwaba, she never expected you and I to last. Especially because the first time she saw you, you were sneaking out of her house" Me"but the second time, I looked neat and was sober, she thought I was Nandi's friend" we laughed. Lobsie" I dont regret you yaz, from that night to now I still thank God for you" Me"Now I get why you dont want me to drink" Lobsie"Hay mtchanam, you're drunk you get friendly with the honey pot. I cant deal get drunk when am around, cant have these tigers tapping whats mine" I kissed him "I love you too Gaba wam, but you've hurt me alot in the past especially with Babalwa and Alwaba" he kissed me. Lobsie"I messed nyan no lies, especially after Seth was born. I hate those memories they still haunt me, I messed up and I respect Khaya for taking care of you and Seth but it hurts to think Khaya raised my son but ey we live and learn" Me"Remember the night we saw you at Tops" we both burst out laughing. Lobsie"Yhuuuu hay that night! Khaya killed me infront of Sivu, calling my son his son! he made me man up and what hurt the most was how calm you were you two looked so happy together" Me"Khaya was good though at that, he knew how to make to make you angry" Lobsie"He loved you though" We carried on catching up and laughing about the past.

Maka Lobsie"Likhona" I jumped out of bed and wore my dress, I took Lobsie jacket and wore a doek. Me"mama" Maka Lobsie" Likhona I will never tell you how to raise how to raise your children nor how to handle to house. Kodwa mntanam my son cannot raise these kids, Seth naku uvasa uKayise but we adults are here goes to show he does it often. He made her food and washed the dishes afterwards" I got why she was worried but Seth was bound to take care of Ntombi at some point, just like Lobsie probably did with Nandi. Me"I'll talk to them" Maka Lobsie"Seth feels the need to protect his sister more than he picks fights with her. I know you know something is wrong with that image, I will not comment or put my 2cents in it but get Lonwabo and sit your children down and talk to them. I am going to Greenacres" she kissed my cheeck, dont know if I was confused by her kissing me or her being civil with me.

I went to call Lobsie and then we both went to the living room, Seth and Ntombi were watching Ben 10. I took the remote "Family meeting" Lobsie" Seth are things good at the house" he looked at Ntombi and then he nodded. Me"Ntombi what did Bonga's mom do?" she looked on the floor. Seth"Lets go to Spur" Losbsie"When we done with the meeting" Seth"Bonga's mommy put a finger in Ntombi's plivate parts. She had blood mommy" Lobsie turned red so fast. Lobsie"Thato!" Ntombi started crying "Seti tata zohamba ngoku naye" Seth wiped tears from his eyes. Me"Wasn't Thato,she told them to say its Thato or else you'll leave him like I did" Seth"My sister was crying and dad was not home yet,Mbasa away and sisi usilandile at school" he kept on wiping his tears. Me"Aunt Sihle?" he nodded. Ntombi"zohamba wena tata" she threw her self at him crying . Me"I'm so sorry" Seth" Nguwe wonke lo mama! you left us alone! nguwe mani" he took his sister from Lobsie and he went to the kitchen.

Me"He is right' that's all I could get myself to say, I knew Seth was getting old and with age things become clear. Losbie"Both of us" he kept quiet. Me"I'm quitting school, my family is falling apart because of me! Lonwabo why am I so selfish, who leaves her family mani" Lobsie"Our biggest mistake was Cape Town, think PE is what we need" Me"And your job?" Lobsie"That was our first mistake, you and I can afford everything we want, Ntombi goes to a great Creche and Seth goes to one of the best schools in Cape town but guess what they're misarable as hell. money isn't everything babe, we will see how we pull through but we are moving back to PE"

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I drove and I didn't stop, I kept on praying and asking if God had forgotten me and my family because that's just how it felt. Ntombi"Lambile mama" I had been driving for so long I hardly even bothered to stop, so we stopped at Tsitsikama. I let Ntombi pee and so did I, we then went both some food. Ntombi"Seti mama" Me" Akekho" Ntombi"Mama funa Seti mna man" I opened a packet of chips and gave it to her, I carried on driving. You may think I am a bad mother or whatever but I would do anything for my children even if it means ignoring Ntombi's needs to put her first so be it. I played some music and she mumbled along, trust me when I play Adele my children cant help but mubble along. I didn't check my phone because I knew Lobsie would be calling none stop. I checked my phone again and sent Lobsie a text "Pls stop calling, Ntombi and I are safe. I'll sleep at your mothers house. I love you yeva" I threw my phone on the passagers seat. We arrived in PE after sometime and I went straight to Westering, I had to find out from Nomtha where Vuyo stays.

We arrived there and only Mpiwe was home, he told me he stays in Algoa . I drove to his house praying there will be people there. I took Ntombi to the Engen garage to pee first and then we went to Vuyo's house to my luck the were cars. Me"Iza" Ntombi jumped out of the car, we went to knock. Lumka's friend Busi opened the door, she seemed shocked to see me. Me"Hello" Busi"Hi,funa ntoni apha?" judging by the tone of her voice, I really wasn't welcome to their home and trust me I didn't mind. Me"Your father" she slammed the door at us, hayke that pissed me off. I banged the door "Vula mani" the door opened again and this time it was Vuyo. Me"You ruined my life!" I just jumped on him and banged his chest. Vuyo"I ruined your life?" Me"Your crazy daughter is molesting my child! she came all the way to Cape town to punish me for your adultry" Vuyo"Esihle?" Me"You dare to ask! I hate you so much" Vuyo" how do you do it? stand there and act all innocent? when you tempted a married man? you even have the guts to come to my house! You stand there and call my daughter crazy! hamba Entle" I looked at him with shock like he was about to whisper 'jokes, just being dramatic for effect' Me"Vuyo!" Vuyo" Get the hell out of my property! anything Esihle has done you deserve and seeing you standing here means she didn't do enough" I know I wasn't supporse to cry but I couldn't help it, I mean this man was saying all these things infront of my daughter, was I that stupid to date a married man? hay sana. I found myself missing my dad, he could have told me what to do in such times. Vuyo"oh and Entle, you ruined my reputation I think its only fair I let my daughter do the same" I stood at that door with my daughter on my left hand.

I took Ntombi and we drove to Lobsie's place in Magxaki, wasn't really far from Algoa. Maka Lobsie"Ngena" I wiped my tears because I didn't want her to see I've been crying. Me"Molo mama" Maka Lobsie"Naku Ntombi ka gogo mani" Ntombi jumped up and down excited to see her gran, I excused myself and went to straight to Lonwabo's room. I took my phone and put it on silent, then I cried my lungs out. I kept on asking God why me? its the most common question amongst people who are hurting.

Maka Lobsie opened the door and sat on the bed next to me. Maka Lobsie"Nothing will ever beat prayer mtanam" she took my head and laid it on her chest, I cried my lungs out. I needed a mothers love, I needed to be cuddled by anyone and soneone who will tell me this too shall pass. My mother inlaw and I didn't have the best relationship but here and now I forgot the past. Maka Lobsie"Sukhala kalok,dont you dare cry" she rocked me back and forth until I couldn't cry anymore,I was just breathing heavy. I fell asleep,she tucked me in the bed and took off my shoes.

I woke up after a while and looked for my phone under the pillow. The time was 22:57, I had 34 missed calls from Lobsie, 7 sms's from him.

"Entle mama says its cool"

"Babe answer your phone"

"Seth and I will be driving down to PE tomorrow"

"Entle the silence is not nice anymore, I am wrecking my brain trying to figure out what up"

"Bra my mom is telling me uyakhala apho! Entle calm down"

"Entle mama is worried about you,she is asking me what I did to you and ngapha uthi Ntombi doesn't want to be touched by anyone" Then the last text cut me deep

"Did I rape you in the bathroom? pls answer me"

He didn't or did he?

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Lobsie and I drove home with Ntombi sleeping at the back of the car. We were not talking and trust me I didn't mind, but the car ride just seemed so long. Lobsie"Entle" Me"Yinto?" he stared at me. Lobsie" You puzzle me kanjan, but ndiyekile" Me"You puzzle me too, how you lost your anger! raising your hand kwenye intombazana like that. Screw what Esihle has done, you and Cwenga had no right" Lobsie"And she had the right to take my daughter? I dare her to lay charges fuck I want her too, that way they'll add murder to my record" I've known Lobsie for years and not once have I heard him speak like that. Me"Dikiwe yilento mna" Lobsie"run Entle, that's what you do when times get hard" I just ignored him. We got to the complex, he opened the door and took his daughter. I got out nam I slammed the door "Ndiku phuze uphambanr kemna" I laughed. Lobsie"You're sexy mfazi wam kodwa" Me"Still mad at you" Lobsie"Atleast khandi zekise kalok bra yam" I laughed so hard. Me"sies Lonwabo" Lobsie"hampa, dont act white apha. You're were charmed by such where you come from" he spanked me.

Next morning

I woke up with Lobsie's hand inside my legs,holding my honey pot. Me"Baby" he mumbled and moved so he can look at me. I jumped out of bed and ran to the bathroom "Entle Khandiphe mani" I laughed at him for shouting that. He joined me in the shower,we got done and then got dressed. Lobsie"Mbasa outisile" Me"phi?" Lobsie"Heaven where do you think?" I laughed and went out of the room. Lobsie"Hay hay, zomosha" we sat on the couch waiting for Mbasa to sneak out his gf. Lobsie"dont be a big sister,act cool" We head foot steps, the beauty of the new house it was small so the is only one way to go out. Me"Molweni" the girl looked super scared. Lobsie"Tshesa! you make me proud kanjan" I gave him a deadly stare. Me"Mbasa make breakfast" Mbasa"now" Me"Isn't your friend hungry?" Girl" No I'm good" Me"so you dont want our food?" Girl"Okay I'll eat" Mbasa went to the kitchen, we sat with the girl. Lobsie"Whats your name?" Girl"Qhama" Me"UCT too" Qhama"Yes first year Law" Lobsie smiled. Mbasa came back with 4 banana's and sliced up apples with juice. Mbasa"breakfast, babe lets leave" Me"hahaha Mbasa just like that" Lobsie"bring Qhama to the party today, she'll bring greats in her field" Mbasa"You?" Lobsie" who else?" they laughed and left. Me"I'll cut you balls off, tshini nfathi zotyela brother wam" he grabbed me and kissed me. I went to bath the Ntombi. Ntombi"Ihlungu nkomo mama" I looked at her, just to see her facial expression. Me"uwile?" Ntombi" no mama, sisi ufake umnye kum" I looked at the innocents on my daughters face, I looked at how clueless she was. Me"Esihle?" Ntombi"mama Bonga mama" I sat on the bathroom floor, I was shaking with anger. Me"Seth izapha" he came running to the bathroom. Me"Who fetches you from school?" Seth"Aunt Kathy but thursday and friday we sat with Aunt Sihle" Ntombi"hay wena!" Seth"mxm hay wethu, she said we shouldn't tell you" Me"Okay, tell your dad I'll go with Ntombi to the party" Ntombi"mama tata zohamba naye mos ngoku, sisi zomthatha kum" she started to cry, at the back of my mind I knew what this all meant. Esihle molests my daughter and tells her never to tell me because she'll take away her dad! I looked at my daughter cry engabethwanga. Me"Sathi ngu maka Bonga baby" I wiped her tears, I knew its pointless to take Ntombi to the police because she'll say its Thato, it seems like Esihle was always two steps ahead of us. I took my daughter out of the water, I dressed her and took our things and left. I kept on looking at my two year old daughter and I just cried, I cried so hard I found myself screaming. Ntombi"Mama!" Me"play with your toy" I hated myself so much at that moment, why am I not staying with my children? is my mental stability more importent? I arrived at Thato's house with all these questions in my head. Ntombi ran to the other kids while I went straight to Kathy.

Me"He is not coping ne?" Kathy" I could never stand here and lie to you, nor will I discuss Lowabo" Me"Kat I think Esihle has been molesting Ntombi! right under our noses, how do I sleep at night knowing that? especially leave town. I know Lonwabo will never admit to needing help but our family is dying from inside" Kathy"There he is, speak to him and tell him all your fears" I ran to Lobsie because he was going inside the house.

Me"Babe can we talk?" He led to the bathroom. Lobsie"after a round please babe" He turned me around and lifted my dress. He slammed inside of me and I moaned . Lobsie"ah fuck" he thrusted again. Me"Lonwabo" he held on my waist. We carried on having sex, but my head was not there I guess that's why I started crying. Me"Stoopp!" he pulled out and looked at me.I pushed him aside and took Ntombi, I drove I knew the only person that could stop this madness is Vuyo.

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We stayed in bed talking life and what we've missed. Me"Where is Cwenga's uncle" we both laughed. Thato"That idiot,he was supposed to come to the party" Me"then?" Thato"He decided against it because Cwenga didn't want to fetch him" Me",Cape town to Mtata then back? the value of petrol has no dignity kuye sana" Thato"Crazi no doubt" we carried on talking about everyone but we somehow avoided Esihle. Me"Bukho still hasn't set the date?" Thato" there is no wedding" Me"why?" Thato" I dont know ey, Cwenga just told me" Me"is she really Vuyo's daughter though?" Thato"Honestly andazi,I dont speak to Mkululi anymore and I asked Khaya naye akamazi. She is plain out crazy" Me"I'll ask Vuyo as soon as he answers my email" Thato"Are you fine though? honestly" Me"I know its been a year now but I am not okay, I hate what Esihle did to me! and what I hate the most is how we cant prove it. fine I slept with her father but kill my child? hay you can never justify that asoze" I controlled my emotions but my tears failed me a lil but I quickly wiped them. Thato" I didn't know until Cwenga told me,and my pride wouldn't allow me to call you. She managed to turn us against each other,but makes me wonder was our friendship that weak" Me"Honestly we were caught up in our own lives, I was dealing with my demons and so were you" Thato"Wen are you going back?" Me"sunday morning, got an early class you know those are bitches" we carried on talking until someone knocked on the door.

Lobsie"Babe where is Ntombi?" Me"You and Cwenga had her" Lobsie"Akekho apha,Entle uphi umntana" Thato"look kwi play room wethu" Lobsie went away, while Thato and I chilled in bed. I mean its a big house, I wont stress. Cwenga" Entle uphi umntana? everyone has been going up and down looking for her,akekho" Now I got worried, I wore my shoes and ran out of the room. Lobsie"Entle uphi umntanam" now I felt like he was blaming me. Me"I left her with you! Lobsie think" Lobsie"okay calm down, I'll look outside and you look at the garden" an hour went by and there was no sign of Ntombi. We called the police, but they told us we cant declare someone missing until 24hrs as expected. I drove around the street,what suck the place has no kids playing around burbs I hate them ngalonto. The time was now 19:45 I went back to Thato's house, I wont lie I was in tears I sat in my car for a while,Lobsie knocked on the window. Lobsie"iza" Lobsie is light skinned,so you can imagine how red he was. Me"We'll find her babe" Lobsie"Entle our bad luck is not normal,I hate how every year we suffer you and I! Senze ntoni thina? why us? hay hay! I can only pray and not doubt so long" he cried. I got out of the car and got him to bend so he can cry on my shoulder. Me"Lets go inside baby" we held hands and went inside, I sat him next to Bukho.

Thato"Menzele amanze swekile" I went to the kitchen and came back, I rushed to my bag and popped two pills just to calm down. Thato"We'll find her, Cwenga sent out pictures of her and Kathy called her police friend to do rounds around Newlands" all sounded nice but didn't seem like it was enough. I went to Lobsie he had his face was covered by his hands,he was crying and Bukho was patting his back. I stood there feeling helpless, we all sat there quiet as hell you could hear the pin drop.

We heard running but I assumed it was Bonga,so no one paid attention. Ntombi"Tata ne ice mna" Lobsie lifted his head in the slowest motion ever. I jumped up the chair and looked at her,her dress was filthy with ice cream stains and the worst part she seemed so happy and so oblivious to our shock. Ntombi"Mama hluthi mna tjo" I just hugged her tight and cried my lungs out. Lobsie joined us,we just cried so much. Ntombi"hayi yasinda nina" Lobsie laughed. Thato"How could you!" I looked up and saw Esihle carrying a McDonalds happy meal food pack. Bukho"Sihle tjo hay joe" he sounded disappointed to the core. Esihle"Who died?" Cwenga"sorry B mfethu, but get the fuck out of my house" he stood up and pushed Esihle towards the sliding door, Bukho just stood there watching. Thato"Myeke she is not worth it!" but Cwenga wasn't about that life,he grabbed her hand and shoved her out. Thato"Cwenga! Yeka Esihle mani,she is not worth it!" We heard a scream. Thato"Cwenga! uzobanjwa mani!" now it was getting hectic, Lobsie stood up and went after Cwenga. I looked at Bukho he was sitting on the couch playing with his ring finger, not paying any attention to the frenzy outside. Ntombi"Mama yakhala sisi" Kathy took Ntombi to the other kids, while Thato and I rushed outside to stop the war.

Me"Lonwabo yeka Esihle" Esihle was now on the ground, I was conflicted I dont believe in abuse but Esihle has pushed Lobsie and I way too much. Thato"Yeke ahambe apha" she was now shouting, Cwenga grabbed lobsie. Lobsie"Entle I cant let her get away with the shit she puts us through".

Esihle was on the grass crying her lungs out. Me"She is not worth it" Lobsie"No fuck that 6 straight hours kunani atsho that she took Ntombi!" He went towards her again. Thato"Lonwabo! Yeka Esihle" she came to pull him back. Me"Hamba apha" Esihle"th..is doe..snt end her" anyone who knows Thato, she is quick on the hand. She gave Esihle a back slap and then grabbed her collar,dragging her to the gate. Lobsie" I will kill that bitch! I swear on my childrens life" he left me

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Chapter 184

I will never understand friendship but my mother used to say you cant call someone you've never fought with your bestfriend, and I would disagree with her because yoy dont always have to fight with someone and she said one thing that made sense "In life you make mistakes,your friends are there to protect you. You can never agree with everything they do,you are not God you are only human and as a human you make the worst mistakes. As a bestfriend your duty is to question every decision so wena you're telling me everything Zimkita does makes you happy because then you have to question your loyality and intentions towards her" I have been friends with Thato for more than 5 years and this is the biggest fight we've ever had and I am glad we fought,I forgave her a long time ago but I just wanted to be Entle without Thato and I have been enjoying that.

I replied to the text "I will be there, remember how you always say with God every action is to mould you to be strong. So pray,teach Bonga to pray, let Cwenga kneel infront of the Lord and ask for strength and wena ask God to give you strength to protect your family against those who are waiting for you to fall" She replied "Entle I am losing hope, but as a christian these battles are never rare but I hope God doesn't take my son not now anyway" Lobsie side eyed me "Thato" Me"Yeah" Lobsie"I'll wait for you inside" I sat in the car and I reflected why I decided to name Seth that name. "Lord I come before you,not for mna or Thato not to question you or anything but Lord for Athi. Bawo uphi? you said if we call on you uzoza nkosi. We praise and worship we never question but sometimes you make it seem worthless. I never doubt you and I am not about to start now, I just pray you give Thato and Cwenga strength to let go of Athi. amen" I had so much to say but I didn't want to get angry, I am a christian and I am not about to lie and say I always agree with God but still I trust. I looked at Ntombi playing outside and I smiled at how lucky Lobsie and I were. I took my phone "You're the only Cardiologist I know, my friend's son will die if he doesn't get a transplant soon. The first heart he got isn't pumping enough blood, I wouldn't ask for your help if I wasn't desparate please help. I know you dont owe me anything but please help" I sent then deleted the text.

3 weeks later

I was in Cape Town for Athi's 5th birthday,the new house looked amazing and the area was nice but it was nothing like the previous house. Lobsie finally had his man cave and Seth shared a room with Ntombi, Mbasa had his own room. It wasn't big and that I loved,unlike the previous one. Me"Dr Lamani" Mbasa"Yhuuu that wont happen anytime soon but I love the sound of it" Me"I missed you" Mbasa"so have I,so sister's can you lend a brother some wheels! taking a shuttle to school ain't good for my rep" I laughed. Me"I'll speak to Lumka but use the bmw for now, must be collecting dust" Mbasa"Shiiiiiiiiiiiiit! hahahaha no but you're the best sister ever fuck!" he forced a hug. Me"You'll buy your own petrol ke" Mbasa"eh! you're killing a brother now" I laughed and left him to go take a warm shower before Lobsie came back. I wore black ankle grazer jeans, a white vest printed 'yummy mommy' with white all stars and a black biker jacket. I decided to go back to the old me,dress the way I used too and I went back to the gym. I guess I had to fall in order to recollect myself. Mbasa"Uyaphi?" Me"Lunch with Thato" Mbasa"You look good sisters" I smiled and took Ntombi with me, driving to Newlands to help out with the party. My phone rang, so I put it on loudspeaker. Me"Hey" Lulama"I saw your text" I kept quiet thinking of how Lobsie will kill or leave me. Lulama"Entle" Me"Yea" Lulama"I'll help but independent doctors cost more and the heart its self,but before we go any further are you sure you want my help" Me"Yes" Lulama"Then let me get this out of the way, I love you E and you know that. The day your husband screws up I will be there waiting to mend your broken heart" Me"I'll email your details to Thato and she'll call" Lulama"hahaha I love how nervous you get but shap" I hung up and breathe.

Ntombi"Yhooo mama" Me"Hampa" she giggled. We arrived at Thato's place and everyone in our circle was there,yes even Esihle Thato had already warned me. Bukho"Mother of two kwedini" Me"Father of one" we laughed and then hugged. Bukho "East London is good for you" Me"thank you,uphi Lobsie?" Bukho"In court" I nodded and went to greet everyone. Kathy"You owe me lunch" Me"Sunday,you me and Thato" Kathy"Shots and weed?" Me"It wouldn't be lunch" we laughed. "Hide all the knives,she might just stab all of us" I turned around. Me"Maybe you should, I might just stab you" Kathy"she is not worth it" Esihle"Arg let me not waste my time with you hags" I looked at Kathy and we both laughed. I went to find Thato but she wasn't around. Cwenga"Hey" Me"Hi" Cwenga"I know I am not your favourite person but can we talk" I had already told Thato about Lulama. Cwenga"Thato is pregnant" I was shocked as hell, I looked at Cwenga as if he was about to say 'just kidding'. Cwenga"Lobsie was suppose to tell you,but he didn't know you were going to come here today" Me"Why didn't she tell me" Cwenga"Lobsie asked her not too" I wanted to cry no lies, I swear it felt like God was testing me. Me"okay" Cwenga"Entle she is not enjoying the pregnancy because she feels guilty, I know I am asking for too much but please pretend to be happy for her" Me"How far is she?" Cwenga"Six months" I faked a smile but my tears failed me,Cwenga hugged me tight. Cwenga"I am so sorry" Me"I am sorry but I wont pretend to be excited for you guys when I am not" Cwenga"Kuzo lunga Entle,trust me" I carried on crying, you'll think I an dramatic but God can be too much sometimes,he gives Thato a baby and lets Esihle take mine and I'm expected to be happy abt it. Lobsie"I'll take it from here" he took my hand and sat me on the bench.

Lobsie"I know I should have told you" Me"Lonwabo Esihle kills my child and doesnt pay for it? we supporse to pretend like nothing happened?" Lobsie"proof baby, she will pay for what she did trust me" Me"When Lonwabo? it hurts!" Lobsie"Nakum baby it does,but worry not i'll handle Esihle. She will be out of our lives soon" he kissed my foreheas and then wiped my tears. Lobsie"smile,you look too hot to be sad" Me"Let me go find Thato" Lobsie"I love you Marakes" Me"I love you too Thithiba wam" I went to Thato and Cwenga's room because Thato was sitting there, I knocked and then opened. Me"Tee" Thato"Hey" she smiled. Me"congra" Thato"Thank you babe" I sat on the bed next to her. Thato"I am dreading fetching Athi from that hospital,ngathi I'll walk in and they would tell me he passed away" Me"Have faith" she looked at me "Pray with me" we kneeled and said a prayer.

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