
The Painful Past Chapter 42
hard place and a rock.
Pain changed Lerato
Chapter 41His words kept on playing over and over in my head. I like this guy so much and already I'm a turn off to him. What happened to my God?why is he not seeing me through this one?he said he will not leave nor forsake me but right now I feel forsaken. I needed to think on my feet. Do I come clean or just continue painting the picture that I think he wants to see me through? The hard thing about having to pretend to be something you are not is that you end up forgetting who you truly are and that turns the people who know the real you away.
How am I going to hide Disebo when she's an obvious copy of Nigerians. I don't know who else noticed but I have noticed that Nigerians have big square head that's flat at the back and sometimes they have some type of flat forehead. My daughter has the squarepan head and yes its flat at the back,she has the Nigerian teeth too. Lol okay maybe I'm just exaggerating but if you know Nigerians then you'll tell just by looking at her that she's my sister from "anada mada".
Mom said she was going to bring the kids to come visit me later. What if the yummy Doctor will be here and he gets to notice that I'm one of tge 3/5 girls I'm South Africa that have Nigerian bambinos. Father Lord save me please . I don't want to lose Dr Thabiso before I could even have him and then again I don't want to lie about my baby. Dr Thabiso walked in just as I was lost in my thoughts and asked me if the injection he gave me earlier isn't giving me a migraine and I replied so fast with a No although I had a migraine. Usually I'd drag to respond to his questions and even fake some illnesses just to keep around for longer but not this evening. I wanted him gone before mom and the kids get here. He walked out and returned in like three seconds and whispered "I just a South-Nigerian kid in the passage with a South African family, mos you know how easy it is to spot them. South African girls are a lost cause" and Disebo ran into the ward and shouted "Mommy "!